Jac ~ ~ ~

2010-03-06T23:32:00.004+08:00

Haven't been updating in awhile............. and wont be doing so in forever because because im ditching blogging in favor of fb and my diary. ciaos peeps <3

2010-01-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

Fuck. i hate this. i hate this lack of anything. i'm stuck in limbo. just waiting and waiting for something to happen. fuck.

i should have found a job right after the tangs stint. the irony of it. when working, i wanted time to myself. now that i have all the time to myself, i want to work. wtf.

i can't stand this. fuck

and the guillotine blade comes flashing down

2010-01-11T22:16:00.002+08:00

I got my results. And they were less than spectacular.

EL 1

Combined Humanities 2

Math 2

A Math 2

Chemistry 2

Biology 3

Chinese 5

I hate myself for not doing better in Math, Chem and Bio. I mean, c'mon. its freaking Emath. And i was so confident that I would get an A1 for chem. sucks to be me then. And bio! :( i always thought i would do better. well. i can't do anything now. :(

I hate it when some people come and "congratulate" me on fb. it's only 5 distinctions. i was aiming for 6. and not all A2s either. like wtf?

SY: Grats for the good results of O lvl!

Me: not funny. it wasnt good.

SY: :O

KZ: Wa you got so many distinction still not good, since when you so greedy one

Me: screw you. they were A2s not A1s

KZ: So what... Tbh i dont think you had such good results in school imo, so very good what, be happy

Me: thanks a bunch

SY: ya la! should be happy what for those who have no As must be sad

Like wtfffffff!! hello. i know i played and slacked in school. i know that i didn't do well in normal class tests cuz i barely studied. i know that i didnt start working hard till after prelims. but when i saw my prelim results, it was the biggest wake up call ever. i slogged my ass off. I gave up so much. and i know i am capable of doing better. you dont need to rub it in. and i dont need your "consoling". And I don't believe in comparing with others. Its about proving it to myself. So what if you think i am "greedy"? whatever. i don't need your opinion. Just fuck off. I don't want to talk to you. I don't ever want to see your face. I don't give a shit about what you think of me. My life, my results, is absolutely none of your business

Sorry. I couldn't keep that in. And I don't care if this pisses you off if you see it.

Enough of that negative energy. Poly life is soon to begin. Though it means studying and not going out so often, I can't wait. <3

Church | Subway | Frappes | Park | Jalan Kayu | and plenty of walking

2010-01-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

well, my title pretty summed up my day :)

met Joey and Shaun at St Anne's, attended mass together, ate subway at Compass Point. i think my appetite is becoming smaller :( used to be able to finish a sub meal. cant even finish the sub now :(

walked around Compass Point a little, bought a book at popular, parted with joey; she was tired and wanted to rest at home

dragged Shaun to the library :p walked to sengkang cc to get frappes from mac. chatted until we finished our drinks, and decided to walk to the park nearby. Not long after we sat at a shelter, it started raining -.-so we ended up chatting until evening while waiting for the rain to stop.

decided to have dinner together as well, so Shaun brought me to Jalan Kayu to try the food there :) the food was pretty good, but v filling as well. note to self: order lesser next time :/

took the lrt back to sengkang station and parted there

all in all, it was quite an enjoyable day today :)

starting 2010 with a bang

2010-01-01T19:36:00.002+08:00

Back from Jo's place :)

well, I'll keep it short and sweet

Celebrated the start of 2010 with Joey, Anjo, Shaun, Daniel and Theron. :)

Dinner and countdown at my place; waayy too much food left over. <3>

Took the last mrt to AMK and cabbed to Jo's place from there, while Theron went home.

Showered, played cards, I LEARNED TO PLAY TAITI LOL! had supper, or rather, a v early breakfast at Hougang mac.

Headed back to Jo's place, chatted, had a great time.

Played taiti again when we woke. Shaun left early to meet his parents.

Had a late lunch at pastamania :)

took the mrt back with Anjo and Daniel.

Guess what my maid cooked for dinner? Pizza. And I ate pizza for lunch at Pastamania. -.- I'm gonna be fat :(

"Baby, it's cold outside" OMG I HATE THIS SONG SO MUCH

2009-12-18T22:11:00.004+08:00

Work; the very thought of it makes me feel like yanking my hair out.

Pros: Meet awesome people(and not so awesome ones like L), nice pay, I cant really think of anymore..

Cons: My brain cells are dying of boredom at such a rate that I fear there will be none left by next year. The stupid Christmas music that constantly repeats itself("Baby, it's cold outside" was repeated for over 3 hours today -.-) My feet hurt. I have no time for myself. My eyebags are getting worse. L is a pain in the ass. The list goes on

So why am I still with this job? I have no idea. I guess its better than rotting at home? The nice pay? I don't know :(

Today was just as boring as ever. The good thing about first shift is going home earlier. The sucky thing is that we have to wake up effing early :( I learned one thing. I don't ever want to be transferred to the gift wrapping counter. Seriously. What the hell is wrong with some people? Like, there are so many things to wrap. Everyone else has to take a queue number and come back when their stuff is done. And yet some people think that they are above everyone else and that just because there is no one else waiting(everyone else has taken a number and continued shopping), their stuff should be wrapped first. Effing unreasonable. Whatever. I WANT TO BE TRANSFERRED TO REDEMPTION LOL! Joey's quite lucky. No, she's not the joey from ccks. She gets paid to play computer games to advertise the HP computers and laptops. Sadly, the games are extremely juvenile and LAME. Oh well, the pros and cons of everything.. After work, took the MRT with Joey and Daniel. Too bad Joey lives so far away :x omg my feet felt like they were gonna drop off :x luckily, Daniel and I managed to find seats at... whoops, forgot the stop :p Well, took the MRT all the way to my stop, and walked(sobs) home.

I guess that's my story of the day. I UPDATED! :p

2009-12-05T03:54:00.004+08:00

Just came back from at server/partially bartending gig at vivo city. some world cup countdown event. the pay is awesome okay; 10bucks/hr :D and i get to interact with hawt models :):):) they drank A LOT. hahah. and i never knew it was so fun to open the bottle caps hahahaha moral of the story: bartending is FUN hahahaha, srly, im so gonna work part-time bartending whenever i get the chance :)

okay, turning in now~ gotta wake up at 7 tmr :( sobs, 3 hours of sleep TT

Sunblock Spam :)

2009-11-29T23:45:00.004+08:00

Had a fun day out with Rani <3>We met and reached ECP at around 2+, or is it 3+? whatever. haha, didnt keep track of time :x

Rented bikes and cycled for some time... damn, the slopes were tiring :x i must be REALLLYY out of shape :x (promises to exercise more!) haha, sat at one of those rock thingys along the beach and talked, camwhored, basically slacking and enjoying ourselves :) oh yeahh, it was frigging hot and i totally spammed sunblock ;p hopefully, i won't wake up with a sunburn tmr :x

after some time, we continued cycling until the time was up and so, we returned our bikes and headed to.... COFFEE BEAN!! hahaha. the lattes were awesome :) i tried the new latte; dark chocolate peppermint ice blended. <3<3<3>

after Rani finished her muffin, we headed to the beach with our drinks, sat there and camwhored (again) haha. I SUCK AT TAKING PICTURES~~~ my hand always shakes :( most of the pics i took were too blurryy :(:( oh well, i think Rani's camera will have lots of pictures haha. *check out the pics on FACEBOOK :D (posting it tomorrow, i wanna sleep~ hahah)

when it reached around 7, we headed back, ate dinner at yew tee, then headed home :)

GOODNIGHTS! :D

i think there's a mosquito bite on the underside of my knee :( so itchy sobs

Jealously and Heartache go perfectly hand in hand

2009-11-28T01:12:00.004+08:00

'O' Levels are OVER! ok. they have been over for more than a week now. lmao. anyway. the point is that i FINALLY updated my blog :D *round of applause*

anywayyyy.. prom is also over :( haha. check out the pics on facebook. :)

right now, my life is on the right track. with my place in SP secured, all i have to do now is wait for the results to come out. i hope i did well.

I CAN'T WAIT TO START WORKK!!! HAHAHAHA i'm working at TANGS Orchard whoooo. having been delagated to the women's fitting room, i believe that i will be having loads of fun laughing at aunties trying on ill-fitting clothing. JUST KIDDING. i hope. i dont wanna be blinded~ and hey! the pay is pretty good okayys. haha. to all you poor suckers who did not find a job; have fun wasting your hols away playing maple - *coughs* phoebe *coughs*

anyway, i intend to spend my hols working, shopping(loaddss of it), watching movies, and of course, catching up on my reading :) I must finish the 'Saga of the Seven Suns' by Kevin J. Anderson! And i also just started on Terry Brooks' books. I believe that his many works will keep me occupied for a long long time :)

i promise that my future posts wont be so boring~ i'm gonna take loads of pictures and post them. hahah *psst* maybe of even the aunties in their ill-fitting clothes teehee JUST KIDDING. you didnt believe that, did you? -.-

i think there is a frigging mosquito in my room. i just discovered over 5 bites. screw that mosquito. i hope you die of indigestion, shizz.

sometimes its easier to ignore the signs.. until its too late.. is it too late for us? or were we never a possibility? you tell me.

2009-04-28T20:12:00.006+08:00

28 April 09

8.14 pm.

mood : depressed

okay im updating... link updates, you've gotta wait awhile though...

what do you do when everything you have based your life, you moral values, your decisions on, was stripped away, proved to be false, pointless? what is there left to do?

why is it that the world is so fucked up? gawd. is anything even going to change? are we caught in the flow of fate, with no way to escape? are we to spend our lives, and do what is dictated to us? get our 'O's, get into poly/jc. go uni/start working. stuck in the role paved for us. what is the point in living? my dream(which is so gawddamm unattainable to a person like me) is to study architecture in Yale. yea right man.. i can keep on dreaming. but even if i do achieve it, whats the point? what is the meaning in life? we are filled with materialistic wants. how do we find salvation? sometimes i wish the world would just end. that would spare us the trouble of living meaningless lives and still dying in the end anyway. oh hell, i dont know what to do. i dont know where to find motivation. am i just going to burnout and waste away? dammit whats wrong with me?

Revelation

as Anita's life went on, her relationships with Nathaniel progressed. a love though possibly created by the ardeur, love it is. i opened my eyes and looked at us. if there is even an us. i knew that we were never meant to be. many instances were there that made me feel special, that you shared them only with me. i know different now. people ask me why i crush only on people whom are not real; Nathaniel, Legolas, people from books, or unattainable people; the hot teacher, chace crawford, people that dont even know me. the answer is simple. i didnt want anyone but you. but after i read those words, i looked back on the time we spent together. it is clear that you dont give a shit about me. hell, i cant even imagine spending my life with you. i admit, im a touchyfeely kind of girl. i like hugs, i like showing my love and concern for a person i care for. i cant even imagine being in your arms. and now i know why. we just werent meant to be. my last goodbye to my love for you.

Sonetimes, even Milka chocolate cant ease my woes.

2009-03-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

24 March 09

blahhhhhh..... editing my Letter to Editor now... or as i have termed it, Mr A Beta the ass. It was rather tedious editing it, cuz the final copy is in my mum's com, where i print my stuff.... my laptop is unable to connect to the printer -.-... yea, so i have like, the almost final piece.. cuz my mum helps me double check for errors haha =x... so now.. i have to check word by word.. blehhhh... at least that is done.. all i have to do now is expand my last paragraph.. damm i should have expanded it earlier.. i would then have then gotten a content point + for all the content points =(( ohh well.. but now, im stuck. i have no idea what to add.. sigh.. i shall leave it to later haha.. (i have a really really REALLY bad habit of procrastinating =x tsk! must stamp it out! somehow... =x heck)

anyway.. today was okay i guess.. had PE during the first period.. was jogging at the back haha =x passed by some people.. the more.. then phoebe started jogging with me.. then she stop. i was thinking, should i wait? yea i should. so i jogged with her, pushing her. then she stopped again. she puked. -.- it was.. OO never saw phoebe look so weak before. encouraged/pushed her to the park toilet. oh and she puked a second time.. and got some on me -.- gross... but whatever.. poor phoebe.. she must have felt so sick =x anyway, in the toilet, i poured water all over her head. read somewhere that it is supposed to help lols.. we walked/jogged back. as we entered the school gates, we raced back. tsk phoebe.. she got well really fast lol okay... i dont know why, but as the years pass, i hate running more and more. i just hate it. its like.. when you run, you get sweaty, your muscles ache, you feel like shit. or maybe i am just unhealthy. whatever. seriously. i rather swim 2.4 km then run it. in the water, i feel free. swimming takes my mind off everything(when im sprinting) and when i swimming laps, i enter this peaceful state of mind. i love it. sadly, my speed is not up to standard =(( now, even though i know regrets will not change anything and that it is all my own fault, i wish that i had trained harder in sec 2 and sec 3, and that i didnt have such *problems.. =(( sighh..okay back to my day. during math, we went through 17.1 A math is getting easier to understand now. or maybe it is because i have partially master differentiation =D but it is really monotonous and tedious. i still prefer e math xD during bio, mr leong was late again.. tsk.. but at least he was not as late as before.. anyway, he continued teaching. okay i know it is bad to say this, but i really do not like his teaching now.. it is damm boring.. i fell asleep =x i feel bad. ok i was tired. anyway, i suddenly woke up with a start, completely refreshed. caught up on what mr leong was teaching with a little help from xing juan (thanks gal, love ya!) i cant believe that he took so long to teach a simple concept. ok, what right do i have to critisize? i was not even listening -.- whatever. he released us late.. =( after recess, was english all the way. we are to write another situational essay. it is on prom. whoooooo! prom ~ ~ ~ ~ i wanna go to prom! haha ok, i just want an excuse to dress up, style my hair in some huge hairstyle(jk), spray on makeup(jk, not spray. apply) and just look at my very best. haha. prom ~ ~ ~ ~ haha. anyway.. about the lesson.. no offense to qi jun and melissa, but the discussion was damm boring.. at least 50% of the time, im the only one talking.. gahhhh.. damm frustrating. i talk talk talk. they go mmmm.. okay.. we write down. blahh. luckily it is not all the time. thank god. damm i miss my last year's group with rani, sylvia and wenshan.. we talked like damm a lot of crap luhhh. damm fun.. i would say something stupid/pervy. they would laugh. they would add on. we laugh even more. and it goes on.. damm spastic haha. but had i a choice, i would so choose a group where i can laugh laugh laugh and keep on laughing.. not like now, i joke and laugh laugh laugh.. qi jun and melissa join in for awhile, then stop. then im the only one still laughing. so i have to stop and contain my laughter. and i see their faces. suddenly, it is not funny anymore. sigh.. i find that i am laughing less this year and getting more moody.. just that no one sees it. and when i dont laugh.. people say i look angry, or i look emo. ok whatever. damm i miss sec 3. nvm. 8 more months till i am free of ccks! SP here i come! lols.. kay back on topic, after english, we had PC. we went to the com lab and did the personal globe test thingy to see what jobs suit us. well.. on the first try, the results gave me jobs like author, journalist, ART TEACHER(wtf?! i hate kids, no, jk but WTF?! i never want to go into teaching!) screenwriter, basically all the arty and englishy stuff. lol! but it didnt have my goal.. architecture.. =(( so i did the test again. cuz the first time i did it, i left many things at 1. cuz i had no idea what they expected. and this time, my results were pretty similar. still had ART TEACHER wtf, all the englishy and arty stuff. oh oh, both had PROFESSOR haha lols. okay, this time, they had ARCHITECTURE! hahahah! gawd.. thats my dream! lols. okay. hmm, the possible jobs that i would want would be being an architect, journalist(in fashion magazines haha), author, facial theraphist, or anthropologist. the last is out, though it is my fav, cuz it does not earn good money. so is the 4th one. so i am left with the 1st 3. i guess if i do achieve my dream of being an architect, i can still write novels at the same time haha. okay, after PC, we had chinese. three words. WASTE OF TIME! gahhh.. chinese is so pointless since i am going to fail anyway. its too late for me. at the most, i will scrape a pass. my brain is not wired for chinese. or maybe it is just mdm lin. -.- her attitude is demoralizing, her face is sickening, and her voice grates on my nerves. I MISS FURONG!!! furong is the best chinese teacher i ever had. not like there is much competition. mdm lin taught me in lower sec too. or rather, she started demoralizing me in lower sec. whatever. furong is still the best! walked to lot 1 with Gladys after that =D she bought the bus concession and we took 302 home. We talked about many things =) back at home, i finished my book. yay, lilith is banished, john taylor saves the day, or rather, saves Nightside. but not without a price. a heavy one in fact. lilith practically destroyed everything in the Nightside. but still, it will start over =) pity Tommy Oblivion died TT okay, i dont know for a fact that he died. but he is missing at the end of the book and it is presumed that he died. =((((( i liked him lols okay, back to my editing before i send the situational piece to mdm prema and finish up my chem hw haha nights people(to those sane ones who are going to sleep now)

10.39 pm

2009-03-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

17 March 2009

Back from swimming camp =) =D thank god it is over. im aching all over. =(
1st day:
reached school at about 7.20+(my father sent me to school, doh! why else would i go so early?! -.-) carrying all my stuff(i overpacked -.-) and the breakfast things. gawd, it was freaking heavy. the breakfast things i mean. 30 eggs, mayo, butter, bread blah blah. ok whatever. waited outside hod room with guan ki and some others while the rest arrived one by one.. so slow -.-.. ok anyway, after that, when it hit 8, i went up to 4/6 classroom for chem lesson. wish i didnt. it was.. nevermind, i shall not say the word! lols anyway, went to the pool with kand zheng. he walks damm fast ok. lol, we walked to bukit batok swimming complex from west mall, and while he "speed walk", i was strolling behind haha =x and... when we reached.. =.= wtf. the coach was instructing them in the BABY POOL!! wtf.. his reason? to see our stokes clearer.. -.- ah whatever. lols ok after that, with about half an hour left to the training, we went to the competition pool. haha kang zheng was like damm funny haha =x (the railing lol lols! bet he was like damm ps! haha, yu qi!) okay anyway, after training we headed back to school. yu qi v generously paid for taxi fare back.(THANK YOU YU QI!) after that, we started hanging our stuff up. in the bunks, (aka classrooms. the girls stayed in 5/1 lol) we tied rafia string from one end of the classroom to the other on the windows, and hanged all our wet stuff on it, aka swimming costumes, towels.. and for sharon? her undergarments LOL LOL! mr cook(an ang moh cher who is attached to our cca) walked by the classroom to check on us and.... saw her bra hanging there LOL!!!!! hahaha damm funny luh! his expression was priceless. needless to say, we were LMAO!!! after lunch, we went to IT room 3 for our "instructional video", which made up of the clips that sharon and ms chua took during previous trainings to show us our mistakes. okay.. no offense, but i feel that the new coach, aka HC(hairy coach. he is damm hairy ok. hair here hair there hair EVERYWHERE) does not reaaaaallllllyyy know what he is teaching. don't know how to explain luh, but his coaching a bit weird weird. I MISS COACH JOANNE!!!! she was our coach last year and she ROCKS!! lols miss her like crazy. but coach alex(who takes over when HC is not around) is okok. he is damm funny lols. anyway, after that, we went back to BBSC. ok the training was damm tiring ok. lols.. but still endurable. not too tough. it was just damm squeezy. HC does not organize training well! =x he made us all swim at one go. hello.. is there enough space?? and we were like all cramped together and kept kicking each other accidently =(( after that, we headed back to school, had dinner and arranged the tables in our respective bunks. for us gals, the lower sec girls slept on the tables(so not a good idea because they are uneven = back ache the next day), while us upper sec girls laid our sleeping bags on the floor to sleep. after arranging everything, we headed to IT room 3 for our horror movie.. i thought it was scary at the start. in the end.. it was.. -.- we watched Cujo, a movie based on a Stephen King book. well... it is SO NOT a horror movie, but a thriller instead. the dog was damm disgusting luhhh.. all the foam and snot and mucous and saliva and blood.. gross! it was damm gory. so not my cup of tea! okay, after that, we had our night snack and turned in. or rather, jen and i turned in while sharon and yu qi walked about the school and waited for the night to pass. i feel kinda guilty for sleeping so well while they could not fall asleep >.< sigh, oh well, im still damm tired.
2nd day:
was woken up by some inconsiderate person(was it jia li? dunno luh) who turned on the bloody lights... my extra 20 mins of sleepppp... =(( anyway, washed up, blah blah, and made breakfast while the rest went for 2.4 run hee hee. ^^v lols. sharon, yu qi, guan ki and others helped as well. sharon could not run due to her humongous blisters. guan ki etc etc had lessons that they had to attend. lols. we made mashed eggs with mayo =D yums. so, we had ham, eggs, butter, bread and milo for breakfast. hahas. but there was a shortage of bread =(( should have bought more! lols. you know what? im too lazy to blog the rest. its late and i want to sleep. why am i even blogging?! -.- nights

2009-03-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

11 March 2009

i made up a new quote lols: "The only thing worse than having a limited vocabulary is knowing many words but not knowing how to use them accurately." lols. i dont know if it has been used by other people before, but heck. sometimes when i hear people use the completely wrong words, i want to cry. they are only making a fool of themselves. (no hard feelings =x) ok whatever

Sports Day today. Well, it was not as bad as i dreaded. I just wish that i could have ran faster and maybe my team could have done better. i feel like i was the one pulling everyone back >.< ughhh.. im so sorry, guys. i know eugene must be damm disappointed with the 10 x 200. it is after all, our last race. no more chances next year.. we'll have graduated already.. hais.. sorry eugene.. furthermore, it was his birthday.. haiz..

my heart is heavy. i dont know what to do. maybe it is because i read Shadow Kiss and the ending is damm sad.. but it made me think about my life, or more specifically, my love life. or rather, my lack of one. i dunno, but it must be good to be in love and be loved in return. or at least that what people always experience in books. in real life, the people around me, when they get in BGRs, the ending is always the same. heartaches and breakups. is it because we are just too young to get into any relationships? like in the books i read, the people live rather interesting lives. as in, they dont really have to worry about school etc. they have their focus in life. besides Shadow Kiss, most of the books are set in fantasy worlds. the characters are not teens. so does that mean that they are old enough to understand the meaning behind relationships? that they understand what it means to truly love someone? hais. some of my friends, they spend their times worrying and pining over jerks who dumped them. seriously.. guys like that should be wiped off the face of the earth. gahhhh maybe i am just too critical. i am too quick to judge. sigh. i dont know. whatever

i find that i am disliking who i am becoming. sometimes i cant stand myself. but it is like as though i am on autopilot at times. the words spill out of my mouth like vomit(quoted from mean girls lol). aka, the dirty jokes etc. i dont know. maybe i am just doing what is expected of me? i feel like i am just hiding behind a mask. that if i were to reveal who i truly am, people wont recognise me. i wish i could do my life over again. there would be so many things i would change. and many people i wouldnt want to have anything to do with. perhaps i would be a much better person right now. ok whatever. i shall try one day to not do anything stupid. make stupid jokes, talk back to mdm ching, talk crap, etc. i should just stick to my books and stay there. they are my haven. hais. ok whatever

okay jackie, get your life back on track. finish your frigging homework!

2009-03-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

Wow. what a week. okay. no, it should be, what a day(s) since my last post.
I didnt do well for my chem test :( but it was expected. hais. i have to take control of my life! but i need some space and respite to do it! thank god the holidays are approaching. I swear, my life will be under control by the time the march holidays are over. yes i mean it. =x
damm, it is Sports Day tomorrow. I PRAY THAT IT STARTS RAINING AT 7.40am!!! im sorry to all those sports day enthu people, but i really dont want sports day to take place. firstly, i failed to get into the top 3 for javelin =( i knowed that i should have approached mr liew to teach us javelin earlier.. =x sigh. furthermore, i have to run. gahhhh. i just want to sit in the stands and cheer! dont want to run!!! but im doing this for cheryldine. sigh.. i dont want to make a fool of myself TT hais....
anyway, we had the english compo test today. thank god i didnt write qn 1. so many people wrote it! and besides, if i did, i probably wouldnt complete it lols. i wrote on wn 3 :D my essay was like.. damm short luhh only 3 and a quarter sides of the foolscap. and my storyline... its like damm short.. like, the entire thing is only less than half an hour la. =x sigh.. i hope i didnt write out of point >< cuz is not exactly Fugitive lols. and it was set in a futuristic world lols
and it will be the march hols next week. there is CCA camp on monday and tuesday... clashing with chem -.- bloody hell. have to attend chem stinking of chlorine.. sigh.. oh, yu qi, jen, sharon and i were placed in charge of monday's supper and tuesday's breakfast. :D breakfast includes egg sandwiches made by yours truly :D hahahaha so fun sia. poison everyone LOL jkjk, im not so bad lols. =x and oh crap. sharon is forcing us to watch a midnight horror movie in the AVA room. someone save me!! ahhhh!! i think i wont even be watching luhhh.. more probably hiding my face in jen's shoulder -.- I HATE HORROR MOVIES!! TT lols...
okay, nothing more to say le
lols cyas

2009-03-05T18:44:00.008+08:00

5 March 2009, Thursday

HAHAHAHAHA! ok, http://failblog.org is SO FREAKING HILARIOUS!!! hahahahahahahahaha!! well, i'll just let the pictures speak for themselves XD enjoy ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

im sure most of you will get the reference to this ^

2009-03-02T21:49:00.002+08:00

LOL this is so EPIC!! hahahaha! wish you could fart like that? xDD

and this. i dont know how many can get this joke, but here is a clue: look at the number and colour code. LOL LOL

BUT THIS HOWEVER, OWNS THE REST! LOL LOL

Okay, enough epic pictures from funny.com. ugh. today's heats sucked. BLOODY S(wont continue saying teven for the sake of anoymity) DICKLESS T(i wont continue saying ay for the same reason as before) that ass.... one day. i am going to compile a book titled "101 reasons why students hate S(see above) T(see above)" seriously... the school is not about YOU fucker, it is about the students. what is the point of having javelin trials, especially when we dont even get to practise, when THERE IS NO ONE QUALIFYING?! you think anyone likes you? you step on everybody's toes except for the principal. of course you suck up to her. DOH!!! ....... okay, i shall not waste further breath on that balless dick. gahhhhh!

anyway, im also damm pissed with my A math. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just passed.. i expected higher.. and when i went through my paper, i wanted to kick myself again and again.. bloody hell. except for 4b which i truly did not know how to do.. the rest were thanks to bloody careless mistakes. how could i be so stupid? + sign become - sign, thanks to that, minus marks for the rest of the qn. (equation)^3 become (equation)^2. copy also can copy wrong -.- -5 mark lah! wth. the worst, (1+x)^2, expand become (1 + x^4). bloody hell.... ahh heck. aaron(my cousin, aka my tuition cher) is going to chop my head off. -.-

ok whatever, today is NOT a good day. gahhhh im going to sleep -.-

E math test Tomorrow! GOOD LUCK ALL BAND 2 STUDENTS! not like you need it. -.- probability is... whatever! LoL =x its a damm useless chapter =xxx okay! nights people!

* dont forget to contribute to the 101 ways xD i bet there are a lot haha

2009-02-15T20:59:00.004+08:00

Sunday, 15 Feb o9 =D

ok im finally going to post ;D haha. yesterday was VALENTINE'S DAY! lols.. the day before valentines day, many people were giving out stuff! i would like to thank everyone who did! and i am SO SORRY that i didnt bake cookies this year! =x but.. i baked cookies for the real day itself :D and burned my finger in the process -.- and it is heart shaped.. how ironic. lols ok then on valentine's day, i woke up at 9 plus, slacked awhile, then got ready.. and left the house at 11.50 plus.. =x SORRY RANI!!! =x ok then i met rani at bukit batok. we went to west mall, bought some stuff and went KFC(shouldnt have =x) then terry and eric were suppose to meet us.. but they cabbed there instead -.- so we took 852 to meet wenyi and val.. and after that, met up terry and eric at the bukit timah hill visitor's centre. lols.. and we started walking up the main path.. it was.. damm f-ing steep.. wth.. i bet can roll down lahh.. if the ground wasnt so hard.. i would be tempted to try! xDD it looked fun haha. ok im lame sorry. yea.. we reached the top panting.. it was not what i expected! -.- i wanted to picnic on the ground lahh, but i forgot to bring the mat.. -.- MY FAULT!! SO SORRY!! then, we ate.. TERRY! I LOVE THE EGGS OK! I AM NOT GIVING YOU FACE LAHH! I REALLY LOVE THE EGGS!!! =x RANI! I LOVE YOUR HOT CHOCOLATE!! XD lols ok then after that we went back, rani and i went to lot 1 to buy some stuff, and borrow some books from the library and saw pasmine, joey, pearlyn, kangzheng, jeremy, the rest i cant rmb who =x PS lols. ok then we went to my house.. started on chinese lols but we slack cuz no mood, talk to phoebe via video call, make the ss board, watch gossip girl.. damm fun xD haha then we ate dinner too! oh my siblings ahh! damm FUNNY can?! cuz qi ying brought back a balloon for me :D then they ahh.. ask me for it.. then my sister inhale the helium. and she speak that time ahh!! DAMM FUNNY LAHH!! her voice become SUPER HIGH! damm gay ok. then when she laugh ahh... EVEN MORE FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHAHA! i laugh until my stomach pain ok =x ok then we continued slacking. and video called with joanne! lols! her lovestory! xD and aso chat chat lols.. haha then rani went home after we finished the board xD

ok then today, i met joanne and joey at 12 plus to go to rani's house to complete chinese lols. and.. we gossip until 6 plus then start doing LOL cuz both our groups doing the teenage sex topic. then we keep gossip xD so fun =x i know its damm bad to gossip but.. oh well.. haha

thw. hwta is rwogn iwht ouy? hyw actn ouy ees htta I am riritatde nda elaev it at htta? Or is oyru ksull too htikc to ocmprehedn it?! ujts ufckign tspo egttign on my enrvse!! I nkwo it is eslfihs to ays htsi, utb neouhg is neouhg. hWne iwll ouy hstu up?! hwne iwll ouy nkwo hwne to tspo??? atkl atkl atkl.. go on! atkl osmemoer! atkl itll oyru otngeu rdpo uto! ouy rea ilek an tihc I actn csrathc! admmti! 7 omer omntsh I ahev to neduer! I iwll be lgda hwne I rgaduaet! het rgeatets htign I ergrte own is ebign rfiensd iwht ouy. I etg lli-rteatde lla het ufckign item. nda ouy envre ontiec it! 7 omer omntsh! nda at elats I ahev tohre rteu rfiensd how anc be hteer orf me! htakn odg orf htme!

2009-02-08T20:12:00.004+08:00

hais... sunday again.. just bombed another weekend. ok not really. im going for a run right after this post =D have to go running at least 3 times a week now, according to FC. anyways, i want to improve my stamina too... so i can swim faster than CALVIN! lols... i can keep on dreaming =x i will never swim as fast as him T.T no. its not that i am not capable. its that i never train hard enough. ok whatever. this can keep on going. -.-

lols.. im just blogging for the sake of blogging.. i just realised that the only blogs i visit frequently are, terry's, qijun's, rani's, phoebe's, wenyi's and yuko's. thats damm.. sad. haha who cares.

ok, just to post some pics xD

Kenneth in math class(courtesy of wilson song) lols wth is he doing oO

oO guess what is that haha

Cleaning your butt? xD

taken in sec 2 ~ ~ i love this pic xD i think it looks damm cool.. (i went through a black and white phase in sec 2 lols)

Me and Rani at the 3/6 class chalet lols

My juniors and I. (jennifer is missing D:)

Ok the rest of the pics are damm cute lahh.. some are just... one word: EPIC

LOL

2009-02-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

lalalaa... i must pause from reading, haha. im on The Dresden Files, book 7 now. this series is damm nice! it has all my favourite genres! FANTASY, mystery, detective(he solves many cases, all to do with the supernatural xD) and just a LIGHT touch of romance. that is what makes it so nice to read xD the romance in it is not too much till it becomes a freaking stupid romance novel, but just enough to let it become a subplot xD Go Murphy! Karrin Murphy must end up with Harry Dresden ok. haha. ok enough about books. this post's topic is not about The Dresden Files. its about........ CALVIN!!!!! =x haha. ok calvin is my junior. he is like.. omg lahh.. swim so fast!!! he practically owned the whole swimming club. hahah. ok, i hope calvin is not reading this =x but, I LOVE HIS SIX PACKS!!! or at least the beginnings of it. a few more months and it might even become an eight pack ok! lols. calvin is v adorable. he looks like the 302 guy ~ ~ ~ ~ shant say anymore haha. six pack ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ im jealous. lols. i bet zi jian is like.... damm threatened now lahh.. i think of this year's swimming club sec 1 batch, calvin is the best, haha. cuz zi jian is too cocky... (he act like he damm pro, act like he is a senior -.- keep laugh at those lousier than him.. gahhhh.. don't like his attitude -.-) then that DORVIN.. leaves me speechless.. i think annoying is the least hurtful word i can use? lols ok maybe i am judging him too quickly. should give them all a chance to prove that they arent assholes =x ok then the malay guy, zahin, i think? sticks to dorvin too much.. dunno why.. lols. peas of the same pod. =x jkjk. they look alike ok. haha. i reserve judgement on the sec1 girls.. perhaps they are to shy to show their true personality.. so.. yea.. who else ah? oh yea! CHARLTON!! almost forgot about charlton. i like his name. damm unique. xD he is on extended mc.. so he isnt coming for cca.. sadded.. haha. he is a nice guy too =D reminds me A BIT of kian hwee.. in the attitude, but hey, i shall reserve judgement on him too =D i bet he is actually a really nice guy though haha.

ok.. enough on the sec 1s. today's training quite fun. i didnt swim, so i helped coach to record timings, with the aid of yu ting and joceleen. btw, I LOVE JOCELEEN!! jk. lols. (inside joke =x) haha. i keep screaming in joceleen's ear about calvin's swimming haha. i want to be able to swim breathstroke(it is actually breaststroke, but i prefer using breathstroke since its the same haha) like calvin.. it looks damm nice la.. the smooth gliding.. and the speed! sighs.. practise makes perfect! haha lols. ok.. anyway, joceleen really put up with my nonsense today xD haha. thank you JOCELEEN!! haha.

nothing to say le... except..

I SMACK YOU, TERRY GOH JUN JIE!!! =x
jk(not)(not)

2009-02-04T19:18:00.004+08:00

LOL this video is like damm funny luh. must watch! haha

WATCH IT!!! =x

2009-02-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

I have no idea what is wrong with me. I am losing my motivation more and more by the day. Its like... i leave school intending to go home and finish all of my homework. the moment i get home, i open my laptop, intending to start on my essay, and i start playing solitare. and it goes downhill from there. i end up wasting the weekend. its sunday, 1st february today, almost reaching 8.30. i have not touched my homework. i am ready to commit suicide. no not really. but seriously.. i think even my subconcious sent me a wakeup call last night. i dreamt that it was monday. that my sunday disappeared. that i went to school with out doing homework. it was so real. i didnt know that i was dreaming. but it scared the living lights out of me. this is obvious. i need to do something. i have to stop procrastinating. but i can't. i tried but everytime i see my laptop or the sims 2 cd, i forget about homework. agh. jac, wake up! bah. my laptop seriously needs to be confiscated. but how would i do my essays then? blahhhhh... ok get off the net. start your homework. smack you jac. now!

2009-01-25T00:14:00.004+08:00

whoooo!! yesterday.. or rather, friday(its midnight now haha so technically it is sunday lols) was damm fun! went to jonathan lee's house for steamboat. met rani at yew tee mrt and went to bukit gombak where yu ting and yuko picked us up xD yuko's outfit is hot ok! her legs are like, damm sexy.. im jealous =x ok, at jonathan's house, we played around... ate steamboat.. played somemore.. (i really suck at the chinese game btw =x sorry charmaine.. T.T) and we took a lot of pics... oh yea.. jonathan's dog is... like the niagara falls.. =x keep drooling everywhere =x how jonathan keeps his house clean is a mystery to me ok.. and fen's dog is sooooo cute!!!!! damm small! terry's dog ahh... hais.. nothing to say =x damm.. horny.. keep ah hem with jonathan's dog.. lols yea.. and we played somemore xD and about 10 plus.. we started cleaning up and taking more pics haha. and after that, we all went back, but first, wenyi, me, yu ting and jonathan went to see eugene's dog.. his dog is damm hot ok.. its so fluffy!!! and white!! the name Snowy is damm fitting xD after that, went home with yu ting ;D thanks yu ting for accompanying me to take 302 even though it is only one stop for you =) Thanks, Jonathan for holding the gathering and inviting all of us =D

k, here are the pics that i took from terry lols.. see the rest at Rani's, Yuko's, Terry's, Qi Jun's, Jonathan's blog.. haha

the losing group at the musical chairs game lols, yu ting's face haha

me and terry =D too bad i blinked.. =( and that stupid hand.. -.- chop off la!! lols

me, yuko and terry =)

whooooo! my fave pic! lols.. in clockwise from top to bottom: wenyi, yuting, rani, me, yuko, terry =D

2009-01-19T17:06:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. seems like terry is going about everywhere saying "bling bling"! well, i bet you people, unless you heard the story, have no idea how it came about. so.. this genius(jk) is gonna tell the whole world how it started(with terry's permission of course lols)

well.. you know the essay that everyone had to write?
Write about a time when there was an item you badly wanted

well, i helped terry edit his essay for tenses, grammer, spelling etc etc. and since that smartass did it on wordpad.. there were a lot of mistakes.. and i shan't go in detail. this is what terry wrote, and i quote(funny parts only):
-"Early worm gets to feed, but i dont see why waking up so early when everyone does it"
-"Squeezing each other in the public transport every single morning like tunas is not something to cheer about"
-"I started clenching my fist crumpleding the leaflet on my hand"
-"As i went into deep thoughts"
-"Finally, i had reach the stall. Its was certainly glamourous as the stall is decorated with some bling blings. "

haha, get it? well, the final product was definately more polished(way more), and i hope that he managed to get at least a 19. =D lols
so now, everytime i see terry, i will go "bling bling", or "hi tuna!" lols! luckily terry is rather good-natured when it comes to this xD else he would probably kick me. =x well, thats how bling bling came about xD oh yea, to please him, after all this, he asked me to say this "terry is handsome"(not). there! said it! =x

2009-01-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

Supposed to go to a reunion dinner at my uncle's house this evening. yes, the uncle with the really awesome house that i wished i live in. but i got pissed off cuz my mum keeps expecting me to do every fucking thing she tells me just the way she likes it. like, when someone is at the door, she tells me to open it when she is so much nearer. same with the phone. and the list goes on. nor do i even get any fucking thanks. and today? i was using my com when she went like, jackie go shower and get ready. we are going to the reunion dinner. wtf. do i care about some stupid reunion dinner? cmon. she organizes so many fucking reunions through out the year. whats the point? sometimes i think that she tries too hard. and at these reunions? the adults drink and talk and blah blah blah and leave us "kids" to play with each other. hello? there is nothing to play with. what do you expect us to do? play catching? play twiddle our thumbs? play run and hide? screw that. we are freaking teenagers who are almost adults! not little kids! and while the "adults" are talking and all that shit that they do. we have to waste all the time till they are done. and sometimes it is so late that we have to stay over. wth. so right now? im at home. alone. just stoning(watching buffy) and feeling down. great right?

i feel like banging my head on the wall. i want to cry, i can't. i want to jump out of the window, or drown myself in the sink. i want to wash this pain away. i cant take it anymore. how could i be so stupid? how could i have trusted you? how could i have opened myself up to you? and you did this. of all the things you could have done, why this? every night, i can't sleep. i can't stop thinking. do you know how many goddamm times i lived through that scenario in my head, wishing i did something different? every night, baby. every fucking night. and now? it is over. so stay away. don't call me. don't talk to me. dont look at me with those eyes, hoping i will break down and cry. stay away.

2009-01-14T18:22:00.003+08:00

OK. IM AM SO GODDAMM PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! all thanks to? two annoying, shameless, disgusting, stupid sec 1 girls. ok. today was ok.. bio test and all.. and due to staying up late, burning the midnight oil for the test and the fact that i am aching all over thanks to yoga and long jump yesterday, my mood already wasnt very good when i went for cca. even though i look cheerful and everything, i wasn't really happy. and... just as we finished changing, in came the sec 1 girls into the toilet. wth... there was this really bitchy girl who talked SOOOOO loud, ordered the other girls about and basically was a fucking pain in the ass. and going along with her was another girl, who i predict will be her future lackey should they remain friends, who laughed at everything she said, making a fool out of herself. ok. so while i was applying sunblock to every exposed skin area possible(to prevent overtanning and skin cancer.. duh), the lackey said to bitchwhore that she wanted to put sunblock. so i nicely offered my sunblock to lackey. even though bitchwhore told lackey to "you go put la!", what her eyes were saying is a totally different story. okay.. and if that was not enough, when another girl was applying sunblock to her face, bitchwhore scolded her saying, "faster la! put so much sunblock for what? also no use wan!" wtf. HELLO?!?! if YOU want to get skin cancer and have leathery skin in the future, THATS YOUR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM BITCH!!! why must you use peer pressure to make others follow your bad example!?! and, well, i advised sunblock girl to ignore them, basically repeating the pros and (nonexistant)cons of sunblock =)

during warmup, bitchwhore and lackey were standing one level behind me, so i couldnt see their fucking antics, thank god. well, they kept giggling and shoving each other, as could be inferred from their "hee hee hee hee"s and their "ha ha ha ha"s and their "oi"s and so on. they didnt even warm up properly!! hmph! who cares. get cramp their problem la! serve them right. bitches.

in the pool, while the sec 2s to sec 4s were swimming our 30 laps set to us by coach 1, coach 2 was auditioning the sec 1s, aka taking their timing. wtf. I COULD HEAR THEIR FUCKING GIGGLES AND SHOUTING FROM ALL THE WAY ON THE OPPOSITE END OF THE POOL!!! yu qi even said that she could hear them from IN THE WATER. seriously.. have they no SHAME?! i hope they FAIL the audition!!!!! thank god swimming club can only accept 6 members this year!!!! luckily, there are more than enough good swimmers from the first batch last week to ensure that THIS BITCHES dont get in.. or so i pray. bloody hell. if you dont want to take it seriously, THEN DONT COME TO SWIMMING CLUB LA!!! WE DONT WANT YOU!!! in fact, the only girl that all of the current members had nothing against was the sunblock girl. the third girl was ok ok. but the fact that she was one of the laughing gits makes her.. not ok. and there were two boys who also got on my nerves.. both so fat and ugly.. bitchwhore and lackey kept flirting with them. -.- c'mon la!!!!! if you want to flirt at least choose someone better la!!!!! wth... it made me nauseous. bitchwhore and lackey... I HOPE YOU DONT GET IN!!! I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screw you

2009-01-10T21:37:00.007+08:00

Finally it reaches Saturday. One of my new year resolutions this year is that every Saturday shall be my day of R and R. following that, i woke up at 1 today ;D at last i am catching up on my sleep. Ever since school started, i had barely 5 hours of sleep every night =( sleep deprivation = brain not as "on task" as normal. weeell, i spent the day watching Gossip Girl ^^, catching up on my reading =D, which i had not been able to do much this week, and surfing the net for information on LG enV2! i want it! it is blair's phone btw xD weeellll.. i have to say, as far as i have watched, which happens to be Episode 8 of Season 2, season 2 seems to be less gossipy than season 1. Previously, many of the incidents were sparked off by news by gossip girl.. and season 2? well, much less gossip and much more scheming. Sometimes, i really dont get Dan's deal.. he can be such an ass =x BTW: nate is damm cute xD look! xD

his eyelashes are damm long xD oh yea, the actor of Nate is Chase Crawford! =D lols.

ok, back on topic, gossip girl: i cant wait to watch all the other episodes! i hope that Nate and Jenny will be together in the end xD no matter what happens. lols.

anyway, english and math banding results come out on monday. For english, i really hope i can get into band 1. i am really not confident of getting into it, cuz my essay sucked. seriously. it sucked. i couldnt write finish. i didnt even reach the heart of the story.. -.-

the one good thing about monday? is that pb is finally coming for lessons again. its been lonely sitting by myself. no one to comment to. the one good thing about monday? is that pb is finally coming for lessons again. its been lonely sitting by myself. no one to comment to. lols. speaking of seating arrangements, I MISS SITTING WITH RANI JESSIE! lols yes it is true. in class with rani, the atmosphere is different xD it is just not the same! and with rani, we can talk about everything! its not the same with phoebe! =x sorry phoebe =x rani is like, one of the few people who can stand my nonsense =x lols. thats why, i once again say: I MISS RANI JESSIE! lols. thank god that we still talk and such! xD

okok, time to sleep to rise and shine early tomorrow! and no way am i going to the PA/Legion meeting at church tomorrow. haven't i made it clear to them? there is no way i am going back to cathetism. the cathechists are damm... i wont say the word "hypocrites". i believe in god. i believe in church. but i do not believe in their belief that one must conform oneself to rigid, ridiculous beliefs of others that to be a true catholic, one must go through cathetism. it is plain ridiculous. the story of mine is too long for this. enough. some other day. meanwhile! nights!

Listening to: Unsweet 16-Wakefield-Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen soundtrack

oh yea, im gonna include the current song im listening to everytime i post from now on xD

2009-01-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

went to SINGAPORE POLY today! :D whhoooo!! i wanna go there next year! im hoping to enroll in either the Architecture or Interior Design course. xD the requirements are pretty basic.. all that i can achieve. but im gonna keep my options open anyway. im aiming for L1R4 below 9 points, and L1r5 below 11 points before minusing off cca points. lets see.. English, im aiming for an A1, E Math A1, Biology A1, Humans A1, A Math at least a B3, if i work hard i think i can achieve it. and Chem B3 =x (i hope). oh yea, im gonna try my best to achieve a B3 in Chinese as well. JY TO ME!! okays. architecture is SOOOOOOOOOOO interesting! can you see me as an architect? xD i love designing houses xD lols especially in sims 2 lols. but that is like a simplified version =x lols okok anyways, i practically only went to SP to collect brochures =x lols
worked on my essay when i reached home.. phoebe said it was really exaggerated.. ><><><

2009-01-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

wheehee! tomorrow is monday.. first day of lessons.. how dreary.. anyway,my mum just told me a very true and shocking story about one of my distant relatives... shall elaborate next time xD my dad is nagging at me to go sleep -.- see you in school tomorrow peepos!

2008-12-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

26 December 2008, Friday (yes, another post on the same day, barely seconds after the first one. -.-)

HEY PEEPS!! ok. im looking for this REALLY old drama tv series. it is set in olden day china i think. like.. the tang dynasty or smth, i dunno =x yea. its about two girls, who are good friends. one is pretty, the other is disfigured by a red birthmark covering about half her face. i think. yea. then one day the ugly girl did something(i cant remember what it was, but it was something bad) and to escape, she kidnapped her friend. and with the help of an evil sorceror/magician/whatever you call it, she switched their faces. so now the good friend has to take the rap for her, aka, going on the run. oh yea, the good friend was really a good friend to her. she is the sort of cliche of nice and pretty girl, blah blah, and everyone likes her, while everyone does not really like the ugly friend cuz she is not really nice. yea. and using her friend's face, the bad girl sort of seduces the king or smth like that.. yea. i cant really remember what happens.. cuz i didnt watch the ending.. so if anyone knows the name of this drama, PLEASE TELL ME!! I REALLY WANNA WATCH IT!!!!! =x yea.. rack your brains, people! think!! ><

2008-12-26T20:21:00.002+08:00

26 December 2008 , Friday (Note: see how nice i am to put the date?? xD)

Whoooooo!! Came back from qi jun's house a few hours ago. JOY, FEN, LI XUE, TERRY, and moi went there yesterday.. and we stayed overnight except for Li Xue. It was our second LADIES' NIGHT!! haha. the first was at ECP.

talking about ecp(which was our first LADIES' NIGHT) it was a.... ... .... .. failure. ok. not really. we did have fun.. but not the fun we expected. in a nutshell, it rained. put rain(thunderstorm) and camping at ecp together? i think it is obvious. -.- hais.. my sunrise.... TT

back to sleeping at Qi Jun's, our second LADIES' NIGHT. before terry came, which was at 9, 10 plus? dunno, i was mostly reading and watching Step Up on my laptop, crapping about with qijun and joy, and failing miserably at trying to skateboard. and yes, i landed on my ass many times -.- after that, qi jun's bro came back with his friends.. her bro is scary.. not really, but he looked like a gangster.. =x yea.. was watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire in qijun's bro's room until terry came. (by this time, li xue already left...) oh yea. joy lost her specs while bringing cds from her house... dunno how that is possible.. but yea.. continued watching harry potter.

after it ended, we took some photos.. (on qi jun's blog) and we went to play(qi jun the brave one playing, we watching) Hotel 626. I didnt really see, cuz i was covering my eyes.. =x call me a coward, hum ji, i dont care =x after that, that terry wanted to watch "Shutter", a horror film. and coward i am, i didnt watch it, so i holed up in the room reading MR MIDNIGHT!! haha =x okay.. i watched a bit of the movie at the ending part.. and that was scary enough ok.. luckily i didnt watch the whole thing.. else i think i wont be able to sleep for at least a month.. -.- yea, they told me the storyline.. and the way they acted it out.. i dont believe i need to watch it to know how exactly it happened. -.- (my imagination is good enough.. which is why i dont like horror films) yea..

at last we retired to bed at about 3 am plus plus like that.. qijun, fen and i shared the double bed, while terry and joy slept on mattresses on the floor. JOY IS SO BRAVE!!! she dare to sleep near the door.. in fact she wanted that position. SO BRAVE!! that terry... keep pulling our blankets.. like in the film.. what the hell... and fen ah.. keep saying "wo hao pa! wo hao pa!!" then keep saying things like, that fan looks like a person's head.. blah blah.. and scaring everyone.. -.- yea. and joy's head damm scary.. cuz she lying on her front, her head pointed towards us. then look like "the Ring" the person.. cuz her hair grow until quite long le.. brrr! yea. after crapping for sometime, we finally slept. woke up at about 12 plus.. qijun woke at damm early cuz she had cca, and she came back early as well cuz her cca was cancelled.. -.-fen left the earliest at about 10, while we were snoring away, and terry leaving at about 12.45. Joy and i left at about 2.30 like that..

haha, it was damm fun (and siao). i wanna sleepover again!! qijun said that we could sleepover until 31st.. so that means we're gonna sleep over again!! (and escape from my house!! =x) can't wait! ><

2008-12-23T08:42:00.003+08:00

i just realised that there is no timestamp on my posts.. wonder why.. -.-
anyways, im gonna post the details from my msia trip. went to Colmar(a French and Japanese village on a Msia mountain. what the heck is a FRECH and JAPANESE village doing in Msia, i have no idea..) and Genting. the pics are mainly from Colmar... there isnt anything nice at Genting worth taking photo of..

anyway.. the first day, on thursday, 18 december, we woke up like.. damm fucking early. took 302 to lot 1 to take the coach. the coach damm nice.. have individual tv xD during the trip(which was very long), i was watching the shows... when we reached this place, dunno where, my family got off as we were taking a van up to Colmar as the rest of the people in the bus were going to Genting.. anway, my bro, who was sitting next to my dad told me some rather shocking news... there were some ahhem scenes in some of the movies... and my dad was watching them.. OO wtf.. anyway, we took the minivan up to Colmar... i guess they called it Colmar cuz.. IT WAS FREAKING COLD!! yea.. when we reached Colmar, we had to wait till 3 something to check in.. that was like.. 2 hours.. -.- so we went for lunch(picnic like at a PLAYGROUND LOLS) and visited the pond and walked about.. oh yea, at the pond, there was this swan that kept biting my mum'a BUTT haha.. her butt is too tasty xD after that, we went to the RABBIT FARM!!! haha.. despite being called a Rabbit Farm.. there were also other animals there.. like that stupid donkey who bit my bag, pulled and nearly made me fall over.. bloody hell. feed you stupid donkey still bite my bag.. grrr... haha, but the rabbits were really cute!!! there were SO MANY of them! lols! i want a rabbit!!!! haha after that, we checked in.. the hotel rooms were REALLY COOL!!! its like.. houses? lols! but damm nice.. xD we slacked in the hotel rooms... us teens watching... DISNEY CHANNEL!! lols! seriously.. once you start watching.. there is no way to stop.. its damm addictive >< my parents had to practically pull us out of the hotel room to go eat dinner.. haha.. after dinner, we walked about somemore.. and went back to catch some zzzzs.

On the second day, after breakfast, we visited the Japanese village.. rented some Japanese attire, took photos and visited the (i cant remember what this is called, except that it is some kind of garden? ><) walked uphill so many times.. i was practically DYING when we left the garden.. no im serious. the slopes were so fucking steep.. -.- wished we had time to visit the tatami spa though... xD after that, we checked out and rode to Genting in cars.. the WTS travels company cars.. cuz they were too cheapo to get us a minivan -.- JK! on the way, i slept.. and it seemed mere minutes till we reached.. and no, i didnt drool -.- if i thought that Colmar was cold.. well, Genting would be FREEZING! -.- we checked into First World hotel (did i mention that the checking in takes damm long, and the hotel rooms are damm crappy? ok, not really crappy, but i prefer Resort Hotel..) we usually stay in Resort Hotel when we come to Genting.. but this time, they were booked solid.. -.- anyways.. we spent the rest of the day walking about.. can i call it shopping? or rather, window shopping as the stuff was fucking overpriced -.- and totally impractical.

On the third day, my siblings, cousin and i went to the theme park while my parents went to the casino.. we went there at like about... 9 am? yea.. tried out the indoor rides.. which. were.. lame shit. the indoor rollar coaster sucked.. -.- yea.. and when we went to the outdoor themepark... and all the fun rides were closed. WTF LA! bloody hell.. it was so fucking foggy that you cant even see clearly 10 metres away. -.- so yea.. we waited about for the freaking fog to clear up.. and then we went for the rides. the first fun one we went to was the pirate ship. it was about the same as singapore's. after that we went for the mine rollar coaster? i cant remember what it was called haha but it was damm shiok cuz the wind is like.. whoooooooo! lols.. then my sis and i went for the flume ride! the going down part rocked, but the log moved like damm slow la.. must push at the side.. "paddle" -.- yea.. and after that, we went for lunch. after lunch, we went for the dragon ride. the queue was fucking long la. yep, and we had the utmost misfortune to encounter this super kpkb family la. we were queueing up when this puny runt of a boy came and stood infront of us.(AKA cutting our queue) we thought he was alone so we heck care. 5 seconds later? he was joined by his sister. and after that? his brother. his mother. his aunt. his father. the entire gang came along and cut our queue. WTF???? seriously la. then my sister, cousin and brother kept saying them very loud. call them a lot of names. then i think they couldnt take the lying down. so the mother confronted us.. and the inner dragon in my sister came out.. wah siao sia.. she scold them until the father super bushuang la. the father act cool wear tinted glasses, stare at us.. and my sis stared back(her stare is worse then mine) the father tell us if we not happy then go complain to management. -.- how the fuck is the management going to keep fucking inconsiderate cutqueuers like them from entering the theme park? that was practically what my sis said to them... except in (+intense + rude + cold voice) less vulgar way. aka all her chim terms came out. i think they were stunned. my cousin and i told her nvm, dont stoop to their level, dont dirty herself by talking to them xD and a lot of other things that were insulting them haha. the father's face like wanna explode la haha. yea. thats basically all the interesting part of the theme park. the rest of the day was spent queueing up for 3 other rides.. -.- and it rained at about 6 plus.. aka.. no more rides.. seriously a bad day to go to the theme park. lesson learned? dont go to Genting during peak periods.. lousy hotels, more expensive tickets, annoying people with stupid kids.

the 4th day(morning) was spent at the ARCADE! damm fun. haha... my dad tried to play basketball.. and FAILED miserably xD and to make himself look worse, a pro was playing beside him -.- after arcade time, we took a coach back to singapore. there wasnt a tv this time.. =x

pics will be in the next post =D leaving for ECP soon! camping there overnight xD hope it doesnt rain!

2008-12-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

At last... i am reviving my blog! LOL it has been like.. what? half a year? i dunno.. but who cares.. now it is revived! haha

anyways... things have really changed. next year, we'll all be sec 4! O levels! holy crap! -.- its time to work hard.. will i? who knows. anyway.. this post is just to "revive" my blog. i guess im gonna start blogging now haha, except that it will be on an irregular basis. xD relink, people! and tag with your url if you want to be linked! =D

2008-05-04T21:34:00.005+08:00

Look! me, my sis and my bro were dancing in cabal. xD dance2 somemore. the super gay dance. haha. look at the pics! xD
I'm Jyakurin, my sister is Tayven, and my brother is Kaysen. =D

Before the dance ^^

Look at our swishy cloaks!

tada!

Dance Dance Dance!

Grab your sword, geri

Cover your face!

Bent low!

Sidestep!

Hip Hop! xD

Take your bow!

haha, does this encourage you to play cabal too? if you do, play in the world, "Venus"! ^^

2008-04-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

time really flew by today. the day has gone by, with me barely noticing it. though, i feel like as though the self-study is really a huge waste of my two hours. 1stly, the classroom is not conducive for learning. why? it is too stuffy and hot. 2ndly, it is noisy. i can't really focus with people around me. 3rdly, the damn table is TOO small. if i was the principal, i would change all the tables in the school to wider ones. its like, we are almost adults. for most of us, the table is barely enough to fit our elbows. let alone our pencil boxes, water bottle, textbooks, papers, pens, etc. and they are making us stay 2 hours doing self study. if i was the teacher in charge of self-study, i would hold it in the library, with two-three, students at 1 table. too many students at one table = DISTRACTION. but at least i managed to chock in about 1h of bio studying in the library before self-study. i swear. i will get myself out of self-study. i don't want to waste 2hs of my life every non cca day in that classroom anymore.

anyway, look! nice pic ma? xD my aunt sent it to me and now i'm spreading it! haha!

enjoy! haha tag with your opinions! xD

2008-04-08T18:23:00.003+08:00

My god! "the house of the scorpion" by Nancy Farmer is DAMN nice man! i brought it to school today, read about 1/8 of it in school hours, 3/4 of the remainder in detention and the rest at home. IT IS DAMN NICE!!! okay, basically, the story centers about Matt, the main character of the story. Through his childhood, he lives a secluded life, in a shack in the poppy fields, knowing only the one person who has taken care of him his whole life. One day, he is found by other children. He injures himself trying to get to them and is brought to the Main House, where his injuries are treated. but when the doctor comes, everyone shuns him. he only finds out later that it is because he is a clone. In the book, clones are thought to be animals, things with no souls. (It)s. that is because, by the law, their consiousness are "terminated" when they are born. but Matt is different. that is because his owner is powerful enough to break the law. well, the rest of the story follows his growing up, his struggles to be one of the "humans", and his learning of the world. But the nicest part is when he escapes and how he manages to face his feelings for the girl he loves, seeing that people think that as clones have no soul, they cannot love. Why he escapes, how and the ending? well, i'll let you find out yourself! xD

2008-04-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hellos! long time since i posted! xD today, my color shall be GREEN! xD dunno why, but i'm in a green mood now. not environment btw. hmm.. hope that this size is bigger. it is, after all, THE BIGGEST SIZE!!! ^^ haha, anyway. we had our NAPFA 2.4 run today. i mean like, WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! we have not been running since.... well, i've no idea. -.- and its totally unfair to our class since Mr Loi was absent from class the past two weeks. the other classes have been running. -.- then all of a sudden you expect us to run 2.4?!?! and yea. my stamina has really gone..... niao niao niao..... boom. seriously. even though i know i've not been running in like, centuries(okay, not really), but i really did NOT expect to be running SOOOOO slowly. -.- wtf la. nvm. still got retest. haha. i'm gonna retest till i can get below 14.5 mins, or, 14 mins, 30 seconds. and btw. I LOVE JOY LEE!!!! she totally pulled me through the whole last half of the run. I LOVE JOY!!!! hahahaha.

oh god. my academic results are DROPping... except english. but the results still dropped. cuz ms filzah's standard is quite high. but still, its all for our own good! =) all the better for 'O' levels. ok. i must really buck up. ha. hmm.. shall go do my homework now. xD. overslept just now, haha.

2008-03-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

Ha! i realised that my font is almost impossible to read cuz its like, waaaaaaay too small and too light. lols. anyway. pc lesson was seriously fucked up today. furong was reading in english. something that is a must for everyone to hear, you will laugh your buttcheeks off. okay. back to the point. our seating arrangement is changed. like, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?!?!?! okay, i've nothing against my new desk partner, rani, nothing against the people around me, but, WHAT THE FUCK?!?! its like, the new seat i am in is near the window, which means NO FAN, which i've been accustomed to enjoying. AND QI JUN IS AT THE OTHER CORNER OF THE CLASSROOM!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! i want cry le... sobs... TT... hais... must really buck up liaos... cannot slack in class le.. but so far away from whiteboard lei.. how? being not so ceiling inclined, i will definately be blocked by those, lets just say, more ceiling inclined people with those lucky genes. TT somemore the classroom is so stuffy... TT nvm la, can bully rani with pervy jokes and can gang up with ws, sylvia and the rest against her. HA! lols.. but no qj.... how?!?!?! okay la. gtg le.. doing hw. i must realy stop procrastinating sia...

2008-03-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

Lol. Its been practically a blue moon since i last blogged. wow. i really spent this whoel 3-day weekend on my 3Cs, as according to terry. lols. Computer, Cabal and Church(not according to my will. aka, being forced by my mum. lols) lets see. On thursday, i pon church for maundy(i think i spell wrong, lol) thursday. i spent the whole time playing cabal from the moment i came home. stopping only to shower, eat and get food. lols. on friday, i woke up at 7 and choinged cabal until about 2pm. that was to go to church for Good Friday. Shouldn't have went. should have gone ice skating la. stupid la. went there half an hour early, just to get seats inside, thanks to my kiasu mum. zzzz... forgot that on Good Friday, must "kiss" the feet of jesus on the wooden cross. Like, OMFG. its like, indirect kissing with so many people! ewwww... me, my cousin and my brother were like, faking nia. lols. go near but not actually touching. thats just plain gross luh. but my brother was like damn suai la! when he was bending down, he tio bumped in by someone. and instead of faking, he got a FULL mouth kiss! HAHAHAHAHAH! damn funny! lols. we were like, giggling away! xD k la. then, when we went home, i choing cabal again. lols. on sunday, i pon church again. didn't feel like going and seeing that stupid head cathetist face. i don't like the way she actually tries to force us to come for cathetism and makes us sit on the FLOOR of the hall. please lo. we are teens, not DOGS, not KIDS. sheesh. lols. in other words, i pon cuz its a waste of time. spent the morning and afternoon playing cabal. then choinged hw in the evening. and now, gossiping with qj while doing ss essay, which i've now finished. lols. we were like, talking about this situation. A thinks B likes her. but my theory is that B is gay and is just trying to get close to C. who is considered, close to A. we were like, discussing the possibilities of it. haha. damn fun la. xD

2008-03-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

OH NO!! i'm gonna have a breakout! holy festering shit! all thanks to maplestory. okay la, not really. partially my fault too. okay, completely my fault. i just ate finish a whole bag of leftover new year sweets(unopened!)!!! and they are sugary! holy shit! i didn't control myself cuzz... i was playing maple. -.- lol. hais.. whats done is done. time to face the music... A BREAKOUT TOMORROW! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! nononono... hais. okay.. update on my life:

my com is fixed! =D that means i will be online more frequently. =D went to my aunt's place after cca on friday for dinner and to sleep over. played maple with my cousin. xD at dinner, i found out something from listening to my aunts' and her friend's conversation. here is what it is:

there is more than one kind of vegetarians. the first, which is what singaporean vegetarians are mostly, and also steorotyped to be is, the chinese vegetarian. which means, no meat at all, everything completely vegetarian, i heard, also no garlic! oO. i love garlic! how can anyone keep from eating it? okay, back to the point. this type of vegetarian are the most common in singapore, cuz it is the same as the buddhist vegetarians. which was what my deceased grandmother was. therefore.. when one says he/she is vegetarian, the other assumes that he/she is that kind of vegetarian. -.- the second kind, where this gets more interesting, is less common in singapore. this kind, which, i suppose i am, just don't eat meat. why? because we don't want to kill. just thinking of the spilling of living blood makes me feel sick. therefore, we can still eat normal food.. yea. thats what i am. but for me, you can see me sometimes eating meat. cuz thats when i've no choice or.. am sick of other food. but after that, i feel really really guilty.. its easier when the meat isn't so obvious. i feel less bad that way. cuz it will remind me less of what i am actually eating. e.g, nuggets? lol. yea. nuggets. they don't look like meat. i don't really feal guilty when i start eating them. but after that, i taste it. hais.... okay. so, i hope this really clears things up. i know some people (aka swimming club guys...) say, "shes a vegetarian that eats meat" .... -.-ll

back to this weekend. aiya, why the heck did it pass so fast? i didn't even manage to find the time to go fo a run! sobs. sports day is on next wednesday. why the heck did i let terry talk me and qj in joining his relay team? i don't even know how to pass the baton.. zzzz.... our team sure last the.. sobs. anyway, the week after that... is... MARCH HOLIDAYS!!! man, i can't wait! =D 1st reason: movies. ^^, second, ice skating! ^^ 3rd, cycling. 4th going out! ooya! haha also. maple would most likely have 2x exp the whole week from 7-8pm like last year! choinging time!! ohya, did i mention, today, i killed 4 mushmoms and 2 zombie mushmoms! SO FUN! its like, after you kill the boss, you will suddenly wonder why the other monsters seem so small! LOL. haha. but really, i enjoyed it. even if i had to wait for ages just for the mushmom to spawn. lol. k la, i go finish up my homework liaos. xD

2008-02-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

ahhh.. finally found the time to post... its been like? ages since i last posted. haha. not like there was anything interesting to post about anyway. nothings new. except for maybe the sports heats. :) at the 1st one, i tried out for javelin. oO.. this is how it happened: Mr kong, "okay, lets start with the sec 4s".... then "jacqueline, your turn". i was like, omfg. seeing that i've never actually tried javelin b4, yea, i had every right to feel that way. i threw. and guess what? FOUL.. expected i guess. after that, wen yi and val had their turns. wenyi fouled too. i was like, "darn" then val, can luh. at least she didn't foul. lol. same happen for 2nd throw. then.... the 3/2 girls came. they were fucking good man. seriously. especially xiao hui. the way they threw. real pro sia.. yea. and they sec4s and 5s finished up and left. then.. da dung... my turn.. my last try. i threw. the javelin landed. i went, "was that a foul?" mr kong gave me an uncomprehensible look, one that i couldn't read at all, and picked up the marking thingy, the helper measured (8.8m oO)and mr kong went, "looks like we may have a change in standings, huh." after wenyi and val threw, we went off, without waiting for the results, after all, we thought that we couldn't stand a chance against the 3/2 ppl. after that, through peeking at the clipboard that mr kong left at the discus area, i was like, OMFG, ARE MY EYES FOOLING ME?!?! IS THAT A 2nd place i see? okay, pant pant. relax. then.. we bumped into the 3/2 girls at the shotput area where we were cheering the 2007 2/5 guys on. the one i knew, i think shes from band the, said, "wa, not bad, you 2nd place lei, xiao hui 1st, i'm 3rd" i nearly screamed. haha. lol. okay, that was all, lol. spent the rest of the heats lazing about, cheering ppl, etc etc. then today's heats. went there as helper at the order of ms chua. not bad luh. can get cip hours. xD but on the way there, i fell. yea. i fell. ouch. cuz i never really see the drain. i "jump" over. crash, ouch. grazed the infront part of my calf quite badly. couldn't find a plaster at home that is big enough to cover it. lol. oh yea, today, went com lab during maths for the grathamatica program. fun. can sit between hazel and gladys. was like, talking about swimming to hazel. and phoebe behind was.. lets just say, noisy. lol lol.

friday is a leap day. 29 feb. there is this really cool movie called, "The Leap Years". i watched the making of it on tv.. it sounds really touching. sobs. i really want to watch it. xD anyone interested? girls only, btw. hahahah. thats cuz its a looooooooove story. haha, don't think guys will appreciate it. (ha! i'm being sexist! =D, yep, and i AM sexist. girls are waaaaay better than guys. we females mature earlier. ha, and my bro was saying it is stupid. see what i mean about girls being more mature than guys? hmm, maybe i'll end up with a girl next time.. ok, i'm just kidding about that. but that sounds... appealing. lol. thats cuz guys are so... dirty. maybe next time i will fall for a metrosexual guy. LOL) wow. i've written so much. must cut down. =) man, i can't wait for my computer to be fixed. =D can choing maple. XDDDDDD lol. k la. i stop now. must do homework liaos. ciaos

2008-02-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

I HATE CHINESE MEDICINE! IT TASTES SO GROSS!

Everytime my anger abates, you simply have to piss me off again. why can't you just stop using hurtful words like ji bai so loosely? don't you know what it means? or do you even care?

2008-01-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

today, well, it was stressed, sleepy and passed in a daze for me. lets see. i spent last night up to 1 am this morning finishing my portfolio for the dunno what thing ms zee wanted. had barely 4 hours of sleep before i was waken up by my mother's daily morning nag fest. In 190, super suai. Was sandwiched @ the middle of the bus. at the cckss stop, people didn't move, i could not get out. luckily, i managed to press the doorbell before the bus moved on. phew!

the morning passed by quickly. couldn't spot ms zee so i couldn't hand in the essay thingy. in chem, had practical. it was.. okay.... quite fun luh. the rest of the day was quite boring. had to struggle to keep awake. TT but history was quite interesting. even though history is supposed to be like, totally boring, the topic is really interesting! haha. after that was maths. did i mention? i really hate mdm ching. i really don't like her style of teaching. i cannot understand. how to pass both a-maths and e-maths this year?!?!

then during english, ms filzah was on course, i think. so there was a relief cher. we were supposed to be doing the reading booklet thingy, but i spent most of the time collecting and arranging the summaries. does anyone really expect me to take 15-20 mins to read that essay? pur-lease. the reflection was quite easy. also, to me and ian's surprise, ms filzah actually gave us a small packet of M and N s each! =D haven't eaten it though. i mean to keep it. haha.

during cca, i wore my FBT shorts, haha. kena kachaowed by my juniors for wearing "forbidden" shorts. haha. oyea, I HAVE FOUR SEC 1 GIRLS! OOYA! lol, though they are not exactly what i expected, they will do. after all, they ARE females aren't they? Swimming club also recieved two sec 1 boys. but only one turned up. =( wonder where the other is? i'm delagated the job of finding him during recess tomorrow to inform him to come for cca on friday. sigh. anyway, the orientation was fun. i hope the sec 1s enjoyed it too!

Note: THE NEW PIZZA HUT OUTLET NEAR MY HOUSE HAS OPENED! WHEEHEE! Its at the yew tee cc, practically at my doorstep. okay, not exactly. but i can run down there and back in like, 3 mins? haha. so to all who live near yew tee cc. Pizza? xD uh oh.. i'm going to grow fat.... LOL

valentines' day coming le. I LOVE VALENTINES' DAY! guess why? let me tell you. MAPLE IS SOOOOOO GONNA HAVE AN EVENT!!!! HAHAHAHAHA! I CAN'T WAIT, MAN! last year was the valentines' rose polearm. wonder what this year's will be! xD just wondering, does anyone play bootes in maple? maybe we could train together! haha, lvl 51 now. xD

2008-01-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

eat a lot of sweets today. xD one really damn funny incident: i passed qj a sweet under the table during mdm ching's e-maths lesson. then she(siao siao) take and lifted it to her mouth! i was like, omg! what the heck are you doing? mdm ching is looking right at you! then she was like, omg! lol, luckily she haven't put in yet, just halfway to her mouth. then she want to put in again, but mdm ching look at her again, so she quickly put down again. then when mdm ching finally turned around, she popped it in her mouth. LOL we were totally laughing like siao. LOL!

after school went lot 1 with wenyi, yuko and charmaine. terry joined us. supposed to eat with chasper and co but wenyi need da pao cuz she need leave early, charmaine too, so we all da pao, then go home.

came home and watch 3 episodes of hwang jin yi on crunchyroll, but episode 16 part 2 cannot load properly, so i stopped watching.

then i went online. saw something and got fucking pissed off.

fine, whatever. see if i care anymore. i don't know whats your fucking fat problem and i don't give a damn. was trying to patch things up, taking your fucking bullshit, enduring your attitude and swallowing my rage. was being nice to you, just telling you WHY you are pissing people off, but i'm not gonna take this anymore. if this is the result you want, fine. i'll accept it. like there is nothing i can do anyway. but then again, do you even care? no, i doubt you do. why? cuz you just love hurting people who actually give a damn about you, testing their limits till they can't take it. after all, thats what you do best isn't it?

2008-01-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

I bought sweets on my way to school this morning. maybe i shouldn't have done so. cuz after eating, i was totally in a slacking mood. just wanted to daydream. zzz... and maths was so boring, i brought the wrong textbook. zzz...

the only fun lesson was english and biology. i swear, these lessons make my day. haha. but mr leong was HALF AND HOUR LATE! omfg... what was he doing? gabriel and priscella(who sit behind me and qj) was joined by kang zheng and they(the guys) spent the whole half an hour thinking of reasons(HORNY ONES) why mr leong was late. especially kang zheng, damn pervertic even by my standards. lol. like, his **** got caught somewhere and he was stuck and such. lol.

anyway, after lunch was assembly which was quite boring. then attire check. i lent my nail clipper to joanne, who sat in front of me, and when ms furong saw, she asked to borrow it and made all the girls in 3/6 with long nails cut. -.- lol lol

then i went home straight.... to be tortured by a seat mate from hell in 302. this fat, okay not fat, wide guy carrying a huge bag and a laptop bag sat beside me. i was sitting in the last row cuz i like being taller than everyone else(hint hint) and he squeezed in beside the other guy(in the middle seat) and me. and guess what? he simply had to dump his fat fat labtop bag beside him, which, is practically in my lap(actually it took up almost 1/3 of my seat). i moved nearer to the window but not all over cuz someone spilled coffee there. when i wanted to change the song on my mp3, i had to ask him to move his laptop cuz it was on my wire AND my skirt. wtf. at least he put it on his lap instead. phew. plus, he had a slight B.O. eww.. not the sweaty kind which is natural, but the really not nice kind... I was freaking relieved when i reached my stop. byebye to that $*%^(*%#

lol, i'm still waiting for the asiasoft password. haven't recieved yet, sorry qj, cannot play audi yet.

anyway, here are some jokes, courtesy of my cousin. there is no end to the possibilities, the list just keeps growing.

Branded Condoms:
Nike comdoms - Just do it
Addidas condoms - Impossible is nothing
KFC condoms - finger licking good!
McDonald condoms - par pa pap par pa! I'm loving it!

lol, thats all that i can remember, if anyone knows anymore, just tag it. xD haha what do you'l think of them? when my cousin told these jokes to me and my siblings, we laughed out asses off. jk. anyway, here's my personal fav. its about my sis, haha
Geri condoms - the best of both sides. lol!

My sibei Suai Day

2008-01-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today was really an unlucky day, first, I took 302 to school. but the freaking bus was 20 minutes late. It was supposed to arrive at 7.17 but arrived at 7.36. thus, i was late for school. my bad luck did not end there. I realised that i brought the freaking heavey dictionary when we are supposed to bring it on monday, not today. -.-ll then during english, i forgot to cap my pen and didn't even notice when the tip was against my blouse, seeing that my pen was the inky type, i ended up with two big black blotches on the blouse. wtf. i tried cleaning it off, but the ink colour turned sickly green. gross. then when we were released from school, i went home straight, cuz i wanted to clean my blouse. luckily, today's cca was just supposed to be a short meeting for compiling some stuff for the cca fair tomorrow. but, on the 302 bus home, the old man coughed on me. EWWWWWW!!! so gross! luckily only on my hand, so i washed it the moment i got home. then at home, i was playing maple cuz i was so bored. and guess what? i couldn't find a pq from the time i started playing to 9.40pm. then i couldn't even get a second pq cuz i had to get off already. so now, i'm just blogging it out. can you believe my bad luck?

2007-11-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

Wow, i don't think i am meant to be a blogger. i just can't be bothered to blog. lol anyway, here's the latest updates:
things that are over-
chalet(damn fun.. enjoyed myself to the core. hope others did to, the garden swing and hamster wheel rocked, haha)
play
fun at yuko's house(only yesterday)
there are more, but currently, i can't remember. who cares
Things to come-
CCA Kayaking. Whoo Hoo! i can't wait!
Visits to the library. xD
Christmas
More, but i can't remember,

okay, recapping yesterday,
Yuko's House is DAMN nice, very arty
the swimming pool is huge. pity we didn't get to try the slide. lol, we are too big
she has a lot of goosebumps books. i couldn't get my eyes to stop reading them. haha
fiona and yuko were so sweet!
her ps2 is wow. so many versions!
her mother really looks like her.

okay, in maple, i'm stuck at the bloody forest of patience at elinia, the sabitrama quest, the second one. zzzz so hard... stupid jr neckis keep pushing me down. =.= today would be the 3rd day i am stuck at the second stage. wonder when i will finally finish it. lol. and no way am i giving up. i paid more than 10k to get in and wasted 2 full days of training on trying to get pass. if i have gone all this way, i will go the whole way, i shall perservere, my efforts will definately pay off.. i hope.

and shocking news:
omfg. i heard from yuko that----- people actually thought i put makeup last year? about middle to the end? zzzz i remember now, there was no makeup luh... my lips were reddish cuz... you wouldn't believe it... cold sore.. on my upper lip, zzzzzzzzz.. i would never wear makeup to school.. why? lip gloss/lipstick makes the lips sticky and when i lean on my arm, i end up making my arms sticky as well. face powder, etc, worsens zits. so duh....

anyway

i was blog hopping just now, and... came to chasper's blog. it no doubt made me angry, but, i shall not blow my top, that is definately the effect he wants. to clear things up, we donuts are not rejects, we just like to have fun and tell dirty jokes. its not like we are a club that needs membership or anything, we just hang out! its just like a second family that just keeps growing! and we are called donuts because we like to eat donuts(thanks to terry's idea =]) and the chalet is just a gathering for us. apparently chasper has the wrong idea of the class chain... and it looks to me that it is just a case of the green eyed monster and someone who is just bo liao. it is like he is trying to start up another "war", and no one is interested except him because he is so bo liao. why would he care about the chalet if he wasn't there? who is he to judge? has he even experienced what it is like to be one of us? or is he just jealous of our fun? chasper, just get a life will you? humans were not made to corrupt each other. (i know this god talk sounds like bullshit from me but this is what i believe, my eyes are open) god made us not to corrupt earth. god made us to be pure. there is more to living a full life than to try to hurt others and control other people's life. isn't that what you are trying to do?
and when i say this, i do not mean that i'm some kind of christian crazy person, this is just my belief. but the point is, why control other people's life when you are in control of your own? thats what i learnt from experience. only people who are NOT in control of their own lives want to control others' to make themselves feel better. and chasper, you have absolutely NO RIGHT to presume how i feel about two five. what makes you think i won't miss everyone? what do you know about me anyway? all you know is just what your over wild imagination creates. do you know the true me? do you? you like insuting but hate to be insulted. when you are insulted, you make a fuss. i've spent enough time trying to deal with your nonsense and this is the last straw. just stop messing with the donuts and also stop messing with me. GET A LIFE

okay, i think i'm addicted to jelly lollies and that sweet and sour candy fiona like. xD

i know this is early, but heck
My Resolutions for next year:
-to get straight As except for chinese, i will settle for a B
-to keep in contact with all Donuts
-to not be involved in any class wars, 3/6 shall be the most united class, haha
-to be a study freak, i hope i can achieve that
-to improve my chinese
-to start saving more $$ for the NZ trip i will be taking(MYSELF, i hope) if i can achieve the first resolution, as mum promised
-to play less online games and read more books
-to memorise at least half of the **********.(what i want to memorise is a SECRET, haha)
guess that's all! =)

2007-11-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

Okay people, i promised i'd post the packing list and chalet plans by today, so well, here i am. I AM SO SORRY FOR POSTING IT CLOSE TO MIDNIGHT!!!
but first, i'll update on my day:
just came back from jonathan's birthday bbq. damn fun.. i ate A LOT of otah, corn and MARSHMALLOWS!! haha.. basically, we ate, then fiona left for her guitar lesson, yu ting came, ate even more, eat ice cream, then cut cake. after that, we went to PLAY. we went to the playground(there is A LOT of small kids) and played groundless and other lame but fun games.. haha. but our fun sorta stopped when wenyi's mum called ME ON MY PHONE! like, WTF?!?! i mean, she SO does NOT have the right to call me and ask for wenyi. being concerned for wenyi is one thing. but to call her friends to demand for her is over the limit.. jeez.. after that, wenyi and charmaine left, and i realised, omfg, i'm the only girl left!! that is, besides jonathan's sister. anyway, we went to the exercise thingys area and played lame games again, such as challenging each other up and down the huge ladder thingy(great way for a guy to get mangoed) and jumping down from it. when my mum called, i went to meet her at allano(i think i spell wrong, haha) and we went home together. on the way home, she gave me my early birthday present. ITS SO SWEET!!! a small box of REALLY EXPENSIVE BRANDED chocolates! together, the coloured sqaures spell "happy b'day", and a card that is also SO SWEET!! haha, THANKS MUM!
okay, so here's the list and plans for the chalet so far. i've divided the packing list into two parts, the compulsory things and the things that is up to you. new updates will be written in pink
(the chalet is a two storey bungleow, don't be confused)
Compulsory list:
-Sleeping bag(we are ALL going to sleep in the hall together,)
-toothbrush and toothpaste(THOSE WHO DON'T BRUSH TEETH WILL BE SPANKED WITH MY SLIPPER!!!)(can share toothpaste with others, but organise yourself)
-towel
-soap and shampoo and face soap, whatever
-personal blindfold(for the many games of blind mice)
-clothes to wear to the beach
-No need for utensils and cups(my mum bought a bunch of them, so no worries about I.A contamination)
Up to you list:
-soap powder(to wash your clothes else they will STINK)
-How many sets of clothes you wanna bring(just don't bring only one set for goodness' sake)
-How many sets of underclothing you wanna bring(same as top, more than one set, PLEASE)
-A swimming costume(we might go wild wild wet if we decide on the spur of the moment)
- A beach towel(to sun tan)
-kite
-sunblock
-cap
-pillow(there might not be enough)
-what pyjamas you want to wear, i suggest at least one set with long pants if you are scared of the cold, my mum said there SHOULD be aircon, and if there is aircon, it will be turned to the lowest, but just bring one extra in case there is no aircon(doubt it)
I think thats' all. will add more when i remember, so just keep checking! =)
Plans so far:
can someone volunteer to buy more marshmallows? i already bought 4 packs but i don't think it will be enough. so can someone please please buy more?
oyea, if you want to play bball or soccer, please bring your own BALLS. xD
date: 6, 7, 8 november, tuesday, wednesday and thursday.
here's the map of the place and the number you can call us by:
(scroll left and right to see the full picture)

1st day-
those coming for 3 days 2 nights/1st two days meet at lot one(where you want to meet) at 8 AM. DON'T BE LATE!
take mrt all the way to pasir ris. then take bus 403 at the interchange all the way to the stop on the map. you will know you are reaching when you see pasir ris park.(ask the bus driver), call me when you are at the bus stop.
spend the morning settling in
go cycling if feel like it.
beach? let you people decide
all MUST shower in the evening.
dinner(my maid's fabulous cooking, xD)
games
bedtime aka pillow fights
2nd day-
those coming for last two days meet at lot 1 at 7 AM, DON'T BE LATE, take mrt to pasir ris, then take bus 403 at the interchange all the way to the stop on the map. you will know you are reaching when you see pasir ris park.(ask the bus driver), call me when you are at the bus stop.
settle in
decide what to do. beach? wild wild wet? nearby swimming pool?
bbq in the evening, ps: my mum invited my underage cousins, don't teach them wrong things please.
games
bedtime aka pillow fights
3rd day-
sleep in/wake up late
breakfast then go to beach? or you all want to stay in the chalet? you people decide
play the whole day
evening, bye bye, home sweet home.
i think thats all, give feedback, okay? tell me how you people want the donuts chalet to be. ;)
oyea, one more thing, ground rules:
-No vulgarities within hearing range of my family, ESPECIALLY MY PARENTS
-erm, no really pervertic stuff infront of my family, a little horny can, just don't go overboard
-*VERY IMPORTANT*NO VULGARITIES INFRONT OF MY COUSINS DURING THE BBQ!! they are still young, their minds cannot be dirty
-don't break anything
-no BGR talk infront of my family, they will question me for days after that, or worse, listen and ask questions, THAT would be VERY awkward.
that should be all, quite simple to obey right?

2007-10-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

Lol, so long never blog, really no mood sia.. anyway, later got training, so yea. my apologies to fiona, i haven't uploaded the pictures for your dinner yet. i'll try to do it soon_

DonuTs Chalet Matters:
all those whom i've sent the message about confirming the days you are staying, please reply ASAP.
apologies to muslims whom we have not invited as we are ordering non-halal food
packing list will be posted soon
thats all_

Personal Matters
Looking for a holiday part-time job for 2(fiona and me), if you hear of any jobs, please inform me via my email(strangers please don't come looking for me, i don't want a job from someone i don't know)
please vote chanel up at http://www.clearasilsuperstar.com. she really deserves to win. thanks!

more later, i've gotta get ready for training now..

2007-10-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

went to discovery centre today. quite fun i guess. since fiona had the leadership course thingy, i partnered up with azlin, indirectly hanging out with azlin, yuko and diyanah the whole trip. i love these girls =) being with them is like being in sec 1 again. that time when there was me, dee and azlin. we used to call ourselves "the clones" haha. dee said that we are now like "the clones and the girl" LOL. anyway, we took a lot of nonsense pictures(taken by yours truly) at the first exhibit. the rest was not very interesting, so i didn't want to waste my phone space. yea, and the snacks are DAMN EXPENSIVE!! lol. ONE PACKET OF CHEESE ROLLAR COASTERS COST $2!!! SO BLOODY EX!!! AT ECON THE PRICE IS LESS THAN HALF OF WHAT THEY SELL AT THE PLACE!!! seriously. the whole thing is a tourist trap. but since i was close to starvation, i had no choice but to buy. ><>
Me and Yuko. shes so pretty haha. check out her extention on her ponytail. lol
Me and Dee. i look retarded. haha

The four of us. theres reflection of my specs. ugh

our feet. hahaazlin is going on holiday!!! Hawaii, here she comes!

The three of them posing. lol

Yuko, watch where you grab, lol, jkjk
Check out the crazy woman beside this cute little girl. lol
Dee imitating the person on the caricature(did i spell wrong? hope not)

Three of them again
Nice toilet bowl. None of us dared to touch the brush, especially not me. who knows who may have let loose their bowels in it before. maybe even an I.A.
Heave, Yuko, HEAVE

One of the few pictures of me. I prefer to be behind the lens. lol
New boyfriend, Azlin?

Lol. anything also can IS NOT MY KIND OF SINGAPORE. lol

Both of them diaoing. lol

Business Cupid, where are you aiming?
A random picture of dee.
Nice expression, Yuko! haha, doesn't really tally with your actions. LOL

2007-10-19T17:45:00.001+08:00

finally updated my profile and links. those who want me to link you, tag with your url. =D just updating on the swimming club announcements: If you have not recieved the consent form, please get it from firdaus Fill it in and return it to firdaus before 23 october, before school closes If you have indicated that you are coming for the canoeing course and not turn up on the day itself, you will have to pay $40 in cash actually, there are somemore, when i remember, i will update. apologies to swimming club members for my STM.

I was reading my old blog, http://www.believeme-pigscanfly.blogspot.com/ and in my june 2006 archive, i found this story that i cried over. i'm gonna publish it again. because it really touched my heart, i hope i can become that girl who related that story to her own problems again. i hope i can become that girl who wasn't so stressed before, wasn't so corrupted. here's the story. the english is really bad. i will edit the spelling and grammer, the story is the same.

Leaf, Tree and Wind.
“Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay~ ”
Tree:
The reason I'm called Tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I started to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors paintings. I have dated 5 girls when I was in Pre- U. There was one girl who I loved a lot but never dared go after. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary girl. I like her. I really like her. I like her innocence, her frankness. I like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. My reason for not going after her was because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all these good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other people's gossip will hurt her. I felt that if she's my girl, she will be mine ultimately and I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She has watched me chase after other girls, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what caused her to cry but laughed at her the whole day. When everybody went back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I had returned from soccer training to get something. I watched her cry for an hour or so.My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled with shock. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laughed & joked with me like nothing ever happened. I know that she was very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers.When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together with another guy. I knew who was the guy. He had been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I couldn't show her my heart ache but could only smile and congratulate her. When I reached home, the heartache became so strong that I couldn't stand it. It's was a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. I wanted to shout but couldn't. Tears rolled down and I broke down and cried. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my phone. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cried. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf:
During Pre-U days, I liked to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemons. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt many times by him. I begin to suspect that this was a one sided love. If he don't like me, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me is what I can never figure out. You can't expect me, a girl, to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. To care for him, to accompany him, to love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come and return my love. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me an sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through and I really wanted to give up. Sometimes, I wondered, should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior began to go after me. Everyday he pursuited me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He was like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leaf far away and to a better land. Finally I left Tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Wind:
I'm called Wind because I like a girl called Leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust of wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I transfered to the new school. I saw a petite girl watching my seniors and I playing soccer. During ECA time, she would always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there would be jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't come to watch us play. I felt something amiss. I couldn't explain the feeling, except that it was a kind of uneasiness. The senior was not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note and gave it to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled and accepted the note. The next day, she appeared, passed me a note and left. "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me and accept my presents and phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I've never given up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bore a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend, I asked her again. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. Then I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hanged up the phone, quickly changed, took a taxi, rushed to her place and pressed her door bell. The moment when she opened the door, I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.
This story is really sad.. Fiona, after you read this, i think you will know how i feel...
I realised something after re-reading my old blog. I haven't changed from last year. If more than anything, I've gotten worse. i promised to choing this year, yet i ended up playing until the last minute. i vowed not to blog bad things, yet i just couldn't help it. yea, and i ruined most of my friendships. i'm crying now. lol.. can't believe it. Like joselin, i also have apologies to make.. but not now.. maybe later.. or tomorrow.. better stop crying first..

2007-10-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

Didn't post yesterday cuz i was freaking tired after training. didn't train for so long, didn't expect my stamina to drop so low. anyway, yesterday was bleh. the nyaa stuff was so boring, but at least i can put that out of my mind. its pretty much bullshitting though. i mean, whats the point of writing stuff we don't mean? the writing about the experience is okay, but giving crap like what we learn and so on, isn't what everyone is writing going to be the same? about camps stuff, we all learn the same stuff as we are supposed to at camp. duh. anyway, i sorta made up with wen yi. =) i realised that once i decided not to look back, we can't go back to the yesterday gang, LOL, but we can start afresh, forget every bad thing that happened. yea, that includes about chas and dave. since they didn't want to talk, too bad, shan't waste my time. then after that, during lunch, talked with fiona, about A LOT of stuff, till 1.30. we were waiting for our guide cookies.(cookie monster is here! mwahahahahaha) even though i had to miss taking 985 with my juniors, the cookies pretty made up for it. =) yum! training was okok. had a headache though. i was the only girl swimming. =( swimming is good, cuz when you swim, you think, you reflect on yourself. maybe thats why my attitude worsened(as they say), cuz i didn't have time to think. maybe i will improve, i hope. =) at home, i tried the flavoured ice cubes. delicous! fantastic! haha. and watched dodgeball and ice age 2 on the new tv. perfect haha! both are so funny in their own ways. dodgeball is dirty funny, ice age 2 is funny funny. well, that was yesterday. for today, i went to school to put my consent form in ms maz's pigeon hole and went back home. showered for nothing.. zzzz... and, my chain broke!!!! TT why did i have to swing it so much? nooooo... now where do i hang my friendship ring on? sobs... at home, i watched spirited away again and again. love it. then fiona and her brother came over as i was eating lunch. we actually wanted our brothers to bond. at first it was quite awkward, but they managed to bond over a love of yugioh, playing with stressballs, disturbing us and naruto. me and fiona baked cookies. =) we also talked again. soooo nice. =D wish we had more time. after they left, i took a nap until.. 8++. qi ying and my mum were watching the show on channel 5, dunno whats the name. i washed my face then i hogged qi ying's book. haha. i'm so bad. lol. the starting is pretty nice, its called, "picture perfect" then i multi tasked, chatting on msn, surfing the net, reading the book and smsed. yea, and now i'm still multi tasking, reading, creating icons and blogging. i've got a few pictures to share today. some are lame. haha. all about haku. xD

Isn't this nice? i like the colour. purple and black, two of my favourite colours. =)

My dedication to haku. lol

Haku is so cute! did you know that his full name is "Nigihayami Kohaku Nushi "? its such a long name! lol

His gaze is so mesmerizing! i used this picture during the IT course. =D

well, i'll just end like that. i need to shower!! i stink! jkjk. not really. good thing i DON'T have B.O. =D

2007-10-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

Lol.. today.. all sums up to one word. LOL, okay, maybe not really, but still? yea..
got back the E.O.Y marks. most of the marks were what i expected myself to get. but what disappointed me most(even though i expected it) was english paper 1, chinese and physics. i got freaking low for my english paper 1. there just wasn't enough time to sort out my many ideas. to write a really good essay, i need more than a few days to think over the title. so instead, i wrote argumentative for the second component. yea, and i know i got my points warped. like, the point - "single gender schools are better because they are usually top schools" is totally stupid. =.= anyway, chinese, i know that i could have done better in paper 2, quite happy with paper 1 though. =D higher than i expected. but paper 2? not good. okay, history, could have done better, but still an A. geography? ughh should have read the question properly during the exam. maths, so many stupid mistakes. 3 MORE MARKS TO A B3!! then science, bio, i'm happy with it. =) A1, yippee! chemistry, just pass(not happy!), physics, so so. quite a lot of people fail. and then, quoting fiona, "why is there chemistry components in the physics paper?!? its not fair!" well, lit, I'M NOT HAPPY!!! even though ms zee said that we did well, i'm still not happy. its not an A. Is her standard so low? since when did Bs become known as doing well? home econs, B, duh, its like, the questions are so out of the book! i don't remember ms maz going through some of them!! well, i guess thats that. average results. hope that i can get into a pure bio and chem class next year.
after school, when ms zee finally released us, i went to long johns with fiona, chery, june and qijun. then after that, fiona, chery and me went to yuting house after meeting jonathan(who tapao food for the other guys. they bully him!! jkjk) dave and jie ying were already there, they go there play com. -.-ll then we had sort of a movie marathon. okay, not really. just one and a half movie. LOL. the first movie we watched was Dodge Ball. its M18 for a good reason... hahahahahhahahah! its damn funny, aka super horny.. lol. not really. but seriously. the baddie(didn't catach his name, sound too soft) is damn retarded. lol. and the girl, i can't believe she is bisexual. sure doesn't look it. LoL. then we watched about the first half or Mr Bean's holiday. he is SO SO SO retarded(in a funny way of course). its like, he's an alien!! lol, then we went home during the middle as it was getting late and yuting needed to meet his mum.
at home. i wanted to bake chocolate chip cookies. then i realised. there's no butter. =.=lllll how could i be so blur? buy the mix without the butter. *knock* -.- yea, in the end, i showered, watched a bit of tv, my sassy neighbour is funny, a bit of david copperfield, i don't really like him, his powers are too unnatural and his acts, why must they involve sexy females all the time?! thats so sexist! its like, he gets this babe(not really), does some magic trick with her, dance dance in the air, show all thoses slick moves with the girl reacting to them, then act like he is going to kiss her, than some "wonderous" trick seperates them. i don't like the way that it shows females as the puppets, why can't it be males? sheesh.. sexist! i didn't want to watch the rest, so i busied myself with making flavoured ice cubes. yumyum. i followed a recipe from a cookbook with a few improvisations of my own. yum! i hope. haha. well, i will just end on this note. =)
ps: i'm not going to check my tagboard yet. i want to sleep! nights!

2007-10-15T14:08:00.000+08:00

Well, today's pretty boring, didn't update for two days. ok, here goes,
Saturday:
Family day, for my family. well, i thought it would be pretty boring, seeing that my mum and sis were like, "let's go shopping!" "I really need more clothes", and i was like, "urgh.. can i just stay at home? I don't want to go out.. I just want to sleep" then my mum goes "no no.. family day, everyone must go out!" so i drag myself to follow them. first stop, tampines mall, where my mum had her sim card changed, then we went to fish n co. yumyum! =) but, i found out that an ice latte really does not mix well with new york fish n chips, cuz, one is caffeine, the other is oil. and i also found out that coffee isn't my thing. > < after that, we went to east coast park to cycle. then we went to jurong point. actually,we intended to catch a movie, but my sister suddenly had a stomach ache, so we had to go home, but, we bought a few cds. okay, not really a few. haha, aeonflux was one of them, a really good show. when we reached home, we all showered up, and wanted to watch some of the movies, but, since catwoman was on, we watched it instead. its quite a good show! i like cats. haha. okay, after the show, i played flyff for a few hours before going to sleep.

Sunday:
In the morning, i woke up, showered, and played about half an hour of flyff before going for church, while we were at church, my father went to shop for a new dvd player. ours is really, really old. he managed to find one. =D then we went home. while my brother got ready for his swimming, i choinged flyff. xD no guitar lesson this round, thanks to hari raya. choinged 3 levels altogether, yippee! played flyff until evening, then we all watched aeonflux, then mr bean's holiday. aeonflux rocks. seriously. it does. i like aeon, she is so cool, her fighting rocks. and mr bean, truly hilarious. mr bean is damn suai. its like, what ever he does, he is sure to get into trouble. he does the most retarded and idiotic things. the part in the restaurent, LOL. anyway, after that, i choinged more flyff. xD, then after that, bedtime. seriously, lately, i just can't sleep at night. my mind is too awake. i just keep thinking of flyff! and my bed is too soft. i'm not a soft person. i prefer hard beds!

ok, then today, well, its mostly sleeeeeeeeeeeep! haha. i slept until 11.30. shoik! but until now, my sis is still sleeping. =.= i don't know how she does it. maybe its becuase she slept at 12 last night? i dunno. ok, for me, when i woke up, i brushed my teeth, then straight to the com. i'm now lvl 24 in flyff. i created a new character, you see. i started playing that character about a week ago. an assist. this time, i didn't mess up the stats. the good thing about flyff is that, when you get your job, your stats are resetted, so that means, vagrants(beginners) can add all their stats into str, and would be magicians would not lose out as they need not add all into int first. so, basically, flyff has quite a lot of freedom. =D thats why i love it. hahah. once i finish this post, i'm gonna play again. lol

Dealing with the spammers:
chun ping, who the heck are you? leave me alone. if you don't want to, at least let me know who you are, what school you are from, what class you are from, and why you have to keep pestering me. all this so that i can decide whether or not should i smash your face in, believe me, i'm capable of that, you have been annoying me waaaaay too much! i don't even know why the heck you dislike me so much! why? dave, i'm not going to block you, or report you, like what i've done with the others. why? because, i respect you too much. but then, i'm not sure if i should keep respecting you. why? because right now, you disappoint me. i'm no longer going to waste my sms on you. if you think i have changed, well, i think you have as well. i am so disappointed in the fact that you actually posted about me, and, chas, i am refering to you as well. why? because all of you should have know that i simply can't be bothered to check other people's blog and read what they have to say. i rather be playing flyff. be you people have forced me into doing this. why? why? why can't you confront me??? why? why cant you just talk to me during school hours and say what you have to say? why? why do you have to stoop to this level? why do you have to put all the blame on to me? whatdo you have against me? or are you just doing this because you are bitter over the fact that i do not want you to invite wenshan to the chalet? shouldn't you know very well that if she comes, she will feel left out? and why will she feel left out? thats because we will be making dirty jokes practically 80% of the time, and yu should know that she will be going, "ewww" and, she will only talk to you, and, we have so many code phrases and inside jokes that she will not understand! and about the group dating, thats not my idea. sheesh. who says i approve of it? i'm just going along with that person's idea! and, about you warning me not to hurt wenyi? i'm not the one doing the hurting. i do not know what she has said to you people, but i have a feeling that it is not what she said to me and the rest. if i have hurt her 10%, than the hurt that she has dealt me is equivilant to 1000%. and don't compare me with my sister, we are two different people. but enough. i will not say out the whole story. just letting you know that i want to confront all of you, wen yi included. tomorrow, tuesday, recess or after school. better not have other plans. and khai? what did i do to you, eh? sheeesh! all of you obviously have not heard my side of the story, steorotypos!
enough, i don't want to talk about this. anyway, on a more cheerful note, i bought cookie ingrediants. can't wait to make cookies! maybe tonight? or tomorrow night. hmmm....

2007-10-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

Alright. Enough is enough. Lets confront each other. Got any thing to say to me or about me, say it to me straight. I had enough. enough with all those idiotic spammers. from now on, whoever who tags at my blog with a retarded name or no name or a name i do not know, your tag will be deleted, your ip address banned and also reported. Why do you dickheads have to keep pestering me? i have better things to do than to keep up with the blog situation. Just cut it out. Its really ANNOYING. seriously, don't you people have better things to do? If you are bored, just go play games, or read books will you? get a life, man. sheesh. oh yea, i checked my cbox, apparently, alex is telling the truth, but, sanjivan, tokshirul, di hang, the fake alex and khai are the same person. such a coward. let me tell this to that person. STOP sowing discord. its freaking annoying, oh yea, if i'm God right(which is i so do not wanna be), i would be spending all my time punishing idiots/gits/goondos like you. so obviously, i do not want to be God, seeing that i DO not want to spend so much valuable time on you. ....

ok, updating on today, basically quite boring. first lesson was chinese. got back results. not good, not good. >.<>really like yuko. she's so fun to be with. also so cute. haha.. get this straight- i'm not falling for her. don't think dirty. haha. then free period(some teacher never come, darn), then bio. ooya! just A. 22.5/30. =D then was free period again. so suai. only get ack two results. >< then after that, i went home straight and choing flyff. =D choing 3 levels, and 1m. whoohoo!! so happy. tomorrow choing again. xD now i shall go to sleep! nights everyone!

2007-10-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

Its been donkey years since i last posted. Ok. Maybe not thaat long. Just about a month i guess. The reason is pretty obvious. Exams. Which, are thankfully over. Yea, after that about one month abstinence, i logged on the net, only 'cuz the FlyFF server was down, don't get me wrong, just to find? A bunch of spelling impaired fools spamming. So annoying. what did i do? i don't even know them, *rolls eyes* jack, jon and chas, i can understand, thanks for advice, i will try to follow it. yea, i spoke to benjamin like, a few weeks ago, and we totally cleared everything up. ok? i don't need to explain myself to the rest of you. its between us. alex, i don't think i am chio. and i don't act like a despo like you. you think i am disgusting? i think you disgust me more. you act like you have a girlfriend, more like that girl is despo? or are you faking? if there was a competition for the most "handsome" guy in the class, you would win hands down, no sweat. Yep, that includes yongjie, and yep, i think he is better that you. why? at least he is smarter than you, even if he has very little E.Q, his I.Q far surpasses yours. Khai, no, i don't think i am God. and no, i DON'T want to be God. why? because God is probably the most stressed person in the whole universe. he has to handle all the world problems, listen to prayers, punish all those evil people, and who knows what else, uh uh, no way i want to be God. if you don't like me to, as you so charismatically put it, "glare at you", then don't irritate me. or get under my skin. Di Hang. you are Di Hao's brother right? get lost, you are a sec 1, don't get involved further or face my wrath. Tokshirul, who are you? i have never heard of you. shoo. Sanjiven, i have only heard about you from the guys who make fun of you. why are you here? i don't want to end up critisizing you as well. to the idiot who used the name ' cuz he/she is too cowardy to write his/her name, omg, you disgust me the most. lets just look at your grammer and language first(my favourite part), not looking at the content of your rubbish words. First tag: "stopp kpkb-ing 0therr peep0 kayyes . euu are lykke siick adnn euu thiink euu are owaes riqqht . hav euu ever consiiderred 0ther peep0s feelinqqs ? n0 riqqhts ?" what the hell is kpkb? and what is peop0? and why must you write k as kayyes? i thought sms language was to shorten down smses, NOT DRAG IT FROM ONE LETTER TO SIX!!! yucks. is suppose "euu" is meant to be "you". the way you write it, sounds like "EWW" which i am feeling right now, and yes, i feel SICK. considered has one "i" not TWO!! and since when was the dictionary changed? i didn't know that "right" has been changed to "riqqht". cuz, then it would be pronounced as rick, which totally DOES NOT MAKE SENSE! ok, second post: "plwiish reflect 0n euurself fiirt bef0re c0mmentinqq abtt 0thers ." like what the FUCK is plwiish? if pronounced literally, sounds like, plish, wtf? seriously, thats gross. and "euurself"? have you even tried pronouncing it right out? yep, can tell that you obviously have not! why? cuz you are just so freaking act cute. but the thing is, when you try to pronounce it, it sounds like EW-UR-SELF!! *VOMIT*. and "fiirt"? sounds like like a muffled fart. yup. like, Phut! hahahahahaha and why the heck do you replace all the "g"s with "q"s? GET THIS STRAIGHT= G and Q is not the SAME!! at least you know how to spell "others", which astounds me, seeing how you have failed the tests so far. okay, third post: "****headd adnn fuccktartt . suckyayye biitch ;D" i obviously can't see whether you put **** or some vulgar language. what is "adnn"??? *rolls eyes again and again* whats a "fuccktartt"? a tart that can be fucked? is that what you are saying? or a fucking tart? or a tarty fuck? never heard of such stuff before. and "suckyayye"? are you trying to say "SUCK-YAY-YE"? do you know what that means? from my interpretion, looks like, suck(cock)-yay(what the hell? *think dirty)-Ye(means you in old english). combine all and you get, the person sucking(omghaha)then going "YAY!" than saying "you" in a totally ----- manner. LOL or can always take it as, "suck yay ye(yay ye being a person)", which is ALSO gross and dirty. ok, guess that is all. and a message to all. if you want to tag at my blog, you better do it in PROPER english, else, you know what happens... MWAHAHAHAHAHA

ok. enough space dedicated to spammers. actually, too much space dedicated to them, especially ' ! haha. i totally am in a good mood now, thanks to ' . seriously. even my TOES are wriggling in laughter. i totally love this kind of people. hahahahahahhaha lol. hmm.. blogged too much just now. FLYFF, HERE I COME!!! wait. is the server even up? hope so! xD

2007-09-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

so sian.. today go ms zee's lit supp. i thought that we were going to do filing, so i brought my pencil, pen, correction tape, eraser and last but not least, MY FREAKING HOLE PUNCHER!!! like, what the hell? we didnt even do filing. instead we play game. dotz... then after that, go lot one with wenyi and terry.. our donut friendship seems to be weakening.. sigh.. thanks to some *cough*people*cough*.. anyway, after that, i rushed home, played a bit of flyff, then rush back to lot 1 to meet my juniors and go to cdans together. and, jen was supposed to meet us also, but she lost track of time and went there first. =.= made us wait until 3+.. super late for training. then kena scolded by ms chua. didn't even have time to put sunblock. sigh.. over tan again.. then coach Yvonne(not sure if spell correct) said that today would be her last day with us.. sobs.. shes really nice.. then coach joanne taking over. coach joanne is okay okay.. luckily is not yu jiao lian. bleh. sexist coach. always think that the boys are superior to the girls and keep looking down on the girls. good thing she is never coming back. mwahahahahahahahahahha... okay. i'm so mean. LOL then went to lot 1 with yu qi buy food. well, that was my day.

The paragraph was deleted as it was not fit to be posted on the blog. There was a misunderstanding which has been resolved. Thank you for coming to this blog. =)

2007-09-01T12:31:00.000+08:00

WHy Why?? WHY is it so hard to have music on my blog? the more i try, the worse it gets. all i want is to have the song superman(its not easy) on my blog. why is it so hard? i've tried imeen.com and iwebmusic. but the thing is, imeen.com's playlist cant be seen on my blog! why?? and i don't dare to put iwebmusic as they don't let me preview it. and since there are like, so many superman songs, there is about a 80% chance that that is not the song i want! anyone can help me solve my problem??

2007-09-01T11:25:00.000+08:00

FIVE FOR FIGHTING LYRICS Superman (It's Not Easy)

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that naive

I'm just out to find

The better part of me

I'm more than a bird: I'm more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train

It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive

Even Heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed

Even Heroes have the right to dream

It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me

It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight

I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly

I'm not that naive

Men weren't meant to ride

With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet

Digging for kryptonite on this one way street

Only a man in a funny red sheet

Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

2007-08-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BROKE MY FAVOURITE MUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! SOBS........ Guitar lesson was really tough today. So confusing. tomorrow camp. my adrenline is accerlerating. I'm getting more and more excited. I packed my bag already, except for the few essentials like toothbrush, sun block, which i use every day, and deodorent.

Since people are using the internet to scold me, i don't see why i shouldn't retaliate the same way.

Enough is enough. Cheryldine, Valerie and Wen Shan, i had enough. Cheryldine. Stop using me. You keep turning me against Valerie, and Valerie against me. And when you blog, you make it sound like I am the one turning you against her! Stop this fucking business! Stop using ME as someone to be with you when Val is with ws and rani. and if you think i am so self centered, say it TO MY FACE! VALERIE, FUCK YOU. DO NOT TWIST MY WORDS YOU BITCH! I DID NOT TRY TO BE SARCASTIC! oops, i forgot, your skull is too thick to differenciate between sarcasm and non-sarcasm. and I insisted on changing BECAUSE i wanted to! IS THERE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, YOU FUCKED UP PIECE OF CRAP? at least rani UNDERSTANDS my reasons for changing. DO YOU? AND I don't need a fugly attention whoring bitch to feel sorry for me. what trust respect and hope? you have lost mine long ago when you gave my secrets away! about ester, hmph, i've cleared things up with her. don't you dare try to mess things up again. i bet you or one of your little friends was the one who used my name to tag rubbish on ester's blog! wenshan, you don't want me to get on your nerves? then don't get on mine! please lar, also don't dare to type put what you really feel. only know how to use _______ my face is my own. I do what i want with it. and i show attitude to whoever i want. oh ooops, i forgot, you do that too! if me and wenyi had changed groups, you would have been with rani and val! why are you complaining? why? scared of my glare is it? got a problem with it? feeling guilty? "uu" a quote from your post! don't even dare to say my name. hum ji isit? ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! want to scold me? don't do it on the internet. you know my number. call. get it?

2007-08-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Yo! Ok, so i changed my whole blog, etc.. =) yea, i'm sick of all those nonsense people spamming my blog, so i did this. =) yea, and i'm gonna add a password so that only those i know can enter! =) haha, once i finish this, i can continue playing maple!

OH CRAP! I JUST MISSED DOUBLE ITEM DROP SEARCHING FOR A NEW TEMPLATE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! AND I WAS HUNTING SNOWBALL!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!