blahhhhhh..... editing my Letter to Editor now... or as i have termed it, Mr A Beta the ass. It was rather tedious editing it, cuz the final copy is in my mum's com, where i print my stuff.... my laptop is unable to connect to the printer -.-... yea, so i have like, the almost final piece.. cuz my mum helps me double check for errors haha =x... so now.. i have to check word by word.. blehhhh... at least that is done.. all i have to do now is expand my last paragraph.. damm i should have expanded it earlier.. i would then have then gotten a content point + for all the content points =(( ohh well.. but now, im stuck. i have no idea what to add.. sigh.. i shall leave it to later haha.. (i have a really really REALLY bad habit of procrastinating =x tsk! must stamp it out! somehow... =x heck)
anyway.. today was okay i guess.. had PE during the first period.. was jogging at the back haha =x passed by some people.. the more.. then phoebe started jogging with me.. then she stop. i was thinking, should i wait? yea i should. so i jogged with her, pushing her. then she stopped again. she puked. -.- it was.. OO never saw phoebe look so weak before. encouraged/pushed her to the park toilet. oh and she puked a second time.. and got some on me -.- gross... but whatever.. poor phoebe.. she must have felt so sick =x anyway, in the toilet, i poured water all over her head. read somewhere that it is supposed to help lols.. we walked/jogged back. as we entered the school gates, we raced back. tsk phoebe.. she got well really fast lol okay... i dont know why, but as the years pass, i hate running more and more. i just hate it. its like.. when you run, you get sweaty, your muscles ache, you feel like shit. or maybe i am just unhealthy. whatever. seriously. i rather swim 2.4 km then run it. in the water, i feel free. swimming takes my mind off everything(when im sprinting) and when i swimming laps, i enter this peaceful state of mind. i love it. sadly, my speed is not up to standard =(( now, even though i know regrets will not change anything and that it is all my own fault, i wish that i had trained harder in sec 2 and sec 3, and that i didnt have such *problems.. =(( sighh..okay back to my day. during math, we went through 17.1 A math is getting easier to understand now. or maybe it is because i have partially master differentiation =D but it is really monotonous and tedious. i still prefer e math xD during bio, mr leong was late again.. tsk.. but at least he was not as late as before.. anyway, he continued teaching. okay i know it is bad to say this, but i really do not like his teaching now.. it is damm boring.. i fell asleep =x i feel bad. ok i was tired. anyway, i suddenly woke up with a start, completely refreshed. caught up on what mr leong was teaching with a little help from xing juan (thanks gal, love ya!) i cant believe that he took so long to teach a simple concept. ok, what right do i have to critisize? i was not even listening -.- whatever. he released us late.. =( after recess, was english all the way. we are to write another situational essay. it is on prom. whoooooo! prom ~ ~ ~ ~ i wanna go to prom! haha ok, i just want an excuse to dress up, style my hair in some huge hairstyle(jk), spray on makeup(jk, not spray. apply) and just look at my very best. haha. prom ~ ~ ~ ~ haha. anyway.. about the lesson.. no offense to qi jun and melissa, but the discussion was damm boring.. at least 50% of the time, im the only one talking.. gahhhh.. damm frustrating. i talk talk talk. they go mmmm.. okay.. we write down. blahh. luckily it is not all the time. thank god. damm i miss my last year's group with rani, sylvia and wenshan.. we talked like damm a lot of crap luhhh. damm fun.. i would say something stupid/pervy. they would laugh. they would add on. we laugh even more. and it goes on.. damm spastic haha. but had i a choice, i would so choose a group where i can laugh laugh laugh and keep on laughing.. not like now, i joke and laugh laugh laugh.. qi jun and melissa join in for awhile, then stop. then im the only one still laughing. so i have to stop and contain my laughter. and i see their faces. suddenly, it is not funny anymore. sigh.. i find that i am laughing less this year and getting more moody.. just that no one sees it. and when i dont laugh.. people say i look angry, or i look emo. ok whatever. damm i miss sec 3. nvm. 8 more months till i am free of ccks! SP here i come! lols.. kay back on topic, after english, we had PC. we went to the com lab and did the personal globe test thingy to see what jobs suit us. well.. on the first try, the results gave me jobs like author, journalist, ART TEACHER(wtf?! i hate kids, no, jk but WTF?! i never want to go into teaching!) screenwriter, basically all the arty and englishy stuff. lol! but it didnt have my goal.. architecture.. =(( so i did the test again. cuz the first time i did it, i left many things at 1. cuz i had no idea what they expected. and this time, my results were pretty similar. still had ART TEACHER wtf, all the englishy and arty stuff. oh oh, both had PROFESSOR haha lols. okay, this time, they had ARCHITECTURE! hahahah! gawd.. thats my dream! lols. okay. hmm, the possible jobs that i would want would be being an architect, journalist(in fashion magazines haha), author, facial theraphist, or anthropologist. the last is out, though it is my fav, cuz it does not earn good money. so is the 4th one. so i am left with the 1st 3. i guess if i do achieve my dream of being an architect, i can still write novels at the same time haha. okay, after PC, we had chinese. three words. WASTE OF TIME! gahhh.. chinese is so pointless since i am going to fail anyway. its too late for me. at the most, i will scrape a pass. my brain is not wired for chinese. or maybe it is just mdm lin. -.- her attitude is demoralizing, her face is sickening, and her voice grates on my nerves. I MISS FURONG!!! furong is the best chinese teacher i ever had. not like there is much competition. mdm lin taught me in lower sec too. or rather, she started demoralizing me in lower sec. whatever. furong is still the best! walked to lot 1 with Gladys after that =D she bought the bus concession and we took 302 home. We talked about many things =) back at home, i finished my book. yay, lilith is banished, john taylor saves the day, or rather, saves Nightside. but not without a price. a heavy one in fact. lilith practically destroyed everything in the Nightside. but still, it will start over =) pity Tommy Oblivion died TT okay, i dont know for a fact that he died. but he is missing at the end of the book and it is presumed that he died. =((((( i liked him lols okay, back to my editing before i send the situational piece to mdm prema and finish up my chem hw haha nights people(to those sane ones who are going to sleep now)
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