February 1, 2009, 8:26 PM
I have no idea what is wrong with me. I am losing my motivation more and more by the day. Its like... i leave school intending to go home and finish all of my homework. the moment i get home, i open my laptop, intending to start on my essay, and i start playing solitare. and it goes downhill from there. i end up wasting the weekend. its sunday, 1st february today, almost reaching 8.30. i have not touched my homework. i am ready to commit suicide. no not really. but seriously.. i think even my subconcious sent me a wakeup call last night. i dreamt that it was monday. that my sunday disappeared. that i went to school with out doing homework. it was so real. i didnt know that i was dreaming. but it scared the living lights out of me. this is obvious. i need to do something. i have to stop procrastinating. but i can't. i tried but everytime i see my laptop or the sims 2 cd, i forget about homework. agh. jac, wake up! bah. my laptop seriously needs to be confiscated. but how would i do my essays then? blahhhhh... ok get off the net. start your homework. smack you jac. now!
