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January 25, 2009, 12:14 AM whoooo!! yesterday.. or rather, friday(its midnight now haha so technically it is sunday lols) was damm fun! went to jonathan lee's house for steamboat. met rani at yew tee mrt and went to bukit gombak where yu ting and yuko picked us up xD yuko's outfit is hot ok! her legs are like, damm sexy.. im jealous =x ok, at jonathan's house, we played around... ate steamboat.. played somemore.. (i really suck at the chinese game btw =x sorry charmaine.. T.T) and we took a lot of pics... oh yea.. jonathan's dog is... like the niagara falls.. =x keep drooling everywhere =x how jonathan keeps his house clean is a mystery to me ok.. and fen's dog is sooooo cute!!!!! damm small! terry's dog ahh... hais.. nothing to say =x damm.. horny.. keep ah hem with jonathan's dog.. lols yea.. and we played somemore xD and about 10 plus.. we started cleaning up and taking more pics haha. and after that, we all went back, but first, wenyi, me, yu ting and jonathan went to see eugene's dog.. his dog is damm hot ok.. its so fluffy!!! and white!! the name Snowy is damm fitting xD after that, went home with yu ting ;D thanks yu ting for accompanying me to take 302 even though it is only one stop for you =) Thanks, Jonathan for holding the gathering and inviting all of us =D

k, here are the pics that i took from terry lols.. see the rest at Rani's, Yuko's, Terry's, Qi Jun's, Jonathan's blog.. haha

the losing group at the musical chairs game lols, yu ting's face haha


me and terry =D too bad i blinked.. =( and that stupid hand.. -.- chop off la!! lols


me, yuko and terry =)

January 19, 2009, 5:06 PM hmmm.. seems like terry is going about everywhere saying "bling bling"! well, i bet you people, unless you heard the story, have no idea how it came about. so.. this genius(jk) is gonna tell the whole world how it started(with terry's permission of course lols)

well.. you know the essay that everyone had to write?
Write about a time when there was an item you badly wanted

well, i helped terry edit his essay for tenses, grammer, spelling etc etc. and since that smartass did it on wordpad.. there were a lot of mistakes.. and i shan't go in detail. this is what terry wrote, and i quote(funny parts only):
-"Early worm gets to feed, but i dont see why waking up so early when everyone does it"
-"Squeezing each other in the public transport every single morning like tunas is not something to cheer about"
-"I started clenching my fist crumpleding the leaflet on my hand"
-"As i went into deep thoughts"
-"Finally, i had reach the stall. Its was certainly glamourous as the stall is decorated with some bling blings. "

haha, get it? well, the final product was definately more polished(way more), and i hope that he managed to get at least a 19. =D lols
so now, everytime i see terry, i will go "bling bling", or "hi tuna!" lols! luckily terry is rather good-natured when it comes to this xD else he would probably kick me. =x well, thats how bling bling came about xD oh yea, to please him, after all this, he asked me to say this "terry is handsome"(not). there! said it! =x

January 17, 2009, 11:16 PM Supposed to go to a reunion dinner at my uncle's house this evening. yes, the uncle with the really awesome house that i wished i live in. but i got pissed off cuz my mum keeps expecting me to do every fucking thing she tells me just the way she likes it. like, when someone is at the door, she tells me to open it when she is so much nearer. same with the phone. and the list goes on. nor do i even get any fucking thanks. and today? i was using my com when she went like, jackie go shower and get ready. we are going to the reunion dinner. wtf. do i care about some stupid reunion dinner? cmon. she organizes so many fucking reunions through out the year. whats the point? sometimes i think that she tries too hard. and at these reunions? the adults drink and talk and blah blah blah and leave us "kids" to play with each other. hello? there is nothing to play with. what do you expect us to do? play catching? play twiddle our thumbs? play run and hide? screw that. we are freaking teenagers who are almost adults! not little kids! and while the "adults" are talking and all that shit that they do. we have to waste all the time till they are done. and sometimes it is so late that we have to stay over. wth. so right now? im at home. alone. just stoning(watching buffy) and feeling down. great right?


























i feel like banging my head on the wall. i want to cry, i can't. i want to jump out of the window, or drown myself in the sink. i want to wash this pain away. i cant take it anymore. how could i be so stupid? how could i have trusted you? how could i have opened myself up to you? and you did this. of all the things you could have done, why this? every night, i can't sleep. i can't stop thinking. do you know how many goddamm times i lived through that scenario in my head, wishing i did something different? every night, baby. every fucking night. and now? it is over. so stay away. don't call me. don't talk to me. dont look at me with those eyes, hoping i will break down and cry. stay away.

January 14, 2009, 6:22 PM OK. IM AM SO GODDAMM PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! all thanks to? two annoying, shameless, disgusting, stupid sec 1 girls. ok. today was ok.. bio test and all.. and due to staying up late, burning the midnight oil for the test and the fact that i am aching all over thanks to yoga and long jump yesterday, my mood already wasnt very good when i went for cca. even though i look cheerful and everything, i wasn't really happy. and... just as we finished changing, in came the sec 1 girls into the toilet. wth... there was this really bitchy girl who talked SOOOOO loud, ordered the other girls about and basically was a fucking pain in the ass. and going along with her was another girl, who i predict will be her future lackey should they remain friends, who laughed at everything she said, making a fool out of herself. ok. so while i was applying sunblock to every exposed skin area possible(to prevent overtanning and skin cancer.. duh), the lackey said to bitchwhore that she wanted to put sunblock. so i nicely offered my sunblock to lackey. even though bitchwhore told lackey to "you go put la!", what her eyes were saying is a totally different story. okay.. and if that was not enough, when another girl was applying sunblock to her face, bitchwhore scolded her saying, "faster la! put so much sunblock for what? also no use wan!" wtf. HELLO?!?! if YOU want to get skin cancer and have leathery skin in the future, THATS YOUR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM BITCH!!! why must you use peer pressure to make others follow your bad example!?! and, well, i advised sunblock girl to ignore them, basically repeating the pros and (nonexistant)cons of sunblock =)

during warmup, bitchwhore and lackey were standing one level behind me, so i couldnt see their fucking antics, thank god. well, they kept giggling and shoving each other, as could be inferred from their "hee hee hee hee"s and their "ha ha ha ha"s and their "oi"s and so on. they didnt even warm up properly!! hmph! who cares. get cramp their problem la! serve them right. bitches.

in the pool, while the sec 2s to sec 4s were swimming our 30 laps set to us by coach 1, coach 2 was auditioning the sec 1s, aka taking their timing. wtf. I COULD HEAR THEIR FUCKING GIGGLES AND SHOUTING FROM ALL THE WAY ON THE OPPOSITE END OF THE POOL!!! yu qi even said that she could hear them from IN THE WATER. seriously.. have they no SHAME?! i hope they FAIL the audition!!!!! thank god swimming club can only accept 6 members this year!!!! luckily, there are more than enough good swimmers from the first batch last week to ensure that THIS BITCHES dont get in.. or so i pray. bloody hell. if you dont want to take it seriously, THEN DONT COME TO SWIMMING CLUB LA!!! WE DONT WANT YOU!!! in fact, the only girl that all of the current members had nothing against was the sunblock girl. the third girl was ok ok. but the fact that she was one of the laughing gits makes her.. not ok. and there were two boys who also got on my nerves.. both so fat and ugly.. bitchwhore and lackey kept flirting with them. -.- c'mon la!!!!! if you want to flirt at least choose someone better la!!!!! wth... it made me nauseous. bitchwhore and lackey... I HOPE YOU DONT GET IN!!! I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! screw you

January 10, 2009, 9:37 PM Finally it reaches Saturday. One of my new year resolutions this year is that every Saturday shall be my day of R and R. following that, i woke up at 1 today ;D at last i am catching up on my sleep. Ever since school started, i had barely 5 hours of sleep every night =( sleep deprivation = brain not as "on task" as normal. weeell, i spent the day watching Gossip Girl ^^, catching up on my reading =D, which i had not been able to do much this week, and surfing the net for information on LG enV2! i want it! it is blair's phone btw xD weeellll.. i have to say, as far as i have watched, which happens to be Episode 8 of Season 2, season 2 seems to be less gossipy than season 1. Previously, many of the incidents were sparked off by news by gossip girl.. and season 2? well, much less gossip and much more scheming. Sometimes, i really dont get Dan's deal.. he can be such an ass =x BTW: nate is damm cute xD look! xD

his eyelashes are damm long xD oh yea, the actor of Nate is Chase Crawford! =D lols.

ok, back on topic, gossip girl: i cant wait to watch all the other episodes! i hope that Nate and Jenny will be together in the end xD no matter what happens. lols.

anyway, english and math banding results come out on monday. For english, i really hope i can get into band 1. i am really not confident of getting into it, cuz my essay sucked. seriously. it sucked. i couldnt write finish. i didnt even reach the heart of the story.. -.-

the one good thing about monday? is that pb is finally coming for lessons again. its been lonely sitting by myself. no one to comment to. the one good thing about monday? is that pb is finally coming for lessons again. its been lonely sitting by myself. no one to comment to. lols. speaking of seating arrangements, I MISS SITTING WITH RANI JESSIE! lols yes it is true. in class with rani, the atmosphere is different xD it is just not the same! and with rani, we can talk about everything! its not the same with phoebe! =x sorry phoebe =x rani is like, one of the few people who can stand my nonsense =x lols. thats why, i once again say: I MISS RANI JESSIE! lols. thank god that we still talk and such! xD

okok, time to sleep to rise and shine early tomorrow! and no way am i going to the PA/Legion meeting at church tomorrow. haven't i made it clear to them? there is no way i am going back to cathetism. the cathechists are damm... i wont say the word "hypocrites". i believe in god. i believe in church. but i do not believe in their belief that one must conform oneself to rigid, ridiculous beliefs of others that to be a true catholic, one must go through cathetism. it is plain ridiculous. the story of mine is too long for this. enough. some other day. meanwhile! nights!

Listening to: Unsweet 16-Wakefield-Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen soundtrack

oh yea, im gonna include the current song im listening to everytime i post from now on xD

January 8, 2009, 10:09 PM went to SINGAPORE POLY today! :D whhoooo!! i wanna go there next year! im hoping to enroll in either the Architecture or Interior Design course. xD the requirements are pretty basic.. all that i can achieve. but im gonna keep my options open anyway. im aiming for L1R4 below 9 points, and L1r5 below 11 points before minusing off cca points. lets see.. English, im aiming for an A1, E Math A1, Biology A1, Humans A1, A Math at least a B3, if i work hard i think i can achieve it. and Chem B3 =x (i hope). oh yea, im gonna try my best to achieve a B3 in Chinese as well. JY TO ME!! okays. architecture is SOOOOOOOOOOO interesting! can you see me as an architect? xD i love designing houses xD lols especially in sims 2 lols. but that is like a simplified version =x lols okok anyways, i practically only went to SP to collect brochures =x lols
worked on my essay when i reached home.. phoebe said it was really exaggerated.. ><><><

January 4, 2009, 10:52 PM wheehee! tomorrow is monday.. first day of lessons.. how dreary.. anyway,my mum just told me a very true and shocking story about one of my distant relatives... shall elaborate next time xD my dad is nagging at me to go sleep -.- see you in school tomorrow peepos!